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I've changed jobs since I last posted. Unfortunately and despite the trouble I had at the old place the new one really isn't my cup of tea. The colleagues are friendly and the kids are really sweet but something doesn't feel rigth.
The funny thing is that I could aleady tell weeks before I actually worked my first day. I did a language course this summer and on my second day in Finland I got up at three a clock at night and went to the park because my mind was so busy running circles around this very thought that it wouldn't let me got to sleep. I was as tough something or someone was trying to tell to pull the emergency break while I still had the chance to get away.
On the upside... :) Kelley is back. He never said anything about coming home in August. It was always something like: I might be back in October. I was a such a wonderful surprise and I'm so grateful that nothing happened to him while he was away. I know that the danger of getting hurt or worse is part of being a soldier but it still gets to you...
The funny thing is that I could aleady tell weeks before I actually worked my first day. I did a language course this summer and on my second day in Finland I got up at three a clock at night and went to the park because my mind was so busy running circles around this very thought that it wouldn't let me got to sleep. I was as tough something or someone was trying to tell to pull the emergency break while I still had the chance to get away.
On the upside... :) Kelley is back. He never said anything about coming home in August. It was always something like: I might be back in October. I was a such a wonderful surprise and I'm so grateful that nothing happened to him while he was away. I know that the danger of getting hurt or worse is part of being a soldier but it still gets to you...