FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK
I CAN'T TAKE THIS FUCKING JOB ANY GOD DAMN MORE! I JUST CAN'T DO IT CAPTAIN!!!
I ALMOST died on the way to work tonight. I literally couldn't hold my eyes open to drive. I was slapping myself and yelling at myselfand NOTHING would keep me awake. I have NEVER EVER EVER been that scared in my entire life. IT was so horrible. I am still that tired and I have 7 1/2 hours left to work.
I deserved a position long ago, but do I have one? NOPE!!!
I still want one, but will I ever see one? Probably fuckin NOT!
Why am I still here? Because I really love this company and I really don't want to go looking for a new job after damn near a year and a half...I just want to be treated fairly here.
I can't work gy anymore, it is Killing me..seriously. Why can't I go back to days? Because I can't afford to go back to days, because nobody gives a shit that I am getting fucked over.
Yah well, at this point, I am here for that $500 bonus that I damn well deserve and then I am the fuck out if I can find another job.
I can't even afford to breathe anymore...much less live. My head is so far below water, and I can't get it back up. FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK YOU ALL
I CAN'T TAKE THIS FUCKING JOB ANY GOD DAMN MORE! I JUST CAN'T DO IT CAPTAIN!!!
I ALMOST died on the way to work tonight. I literally couldn't hold my eyes open to drive. I was slapping myself and yelling at myselfand NOTHING would keep me awake. I have NEVER EVER EVER been that scared in my entire life. IT was so horrible. I am still that tired and I have 7 1/2 hours left to work.
I deserved a position long ago, but do I have one? NOPE!!!
I still want one, but will I ever see one? Probably fuckin NOT!
Why am I still here? Because I really love this company and I really don't want to go looking for a new job after damn near a year and a half...I just want to be treated fairly here.
I can't work gy anymore, it is Killing me..seriously. Why can't I go back to days? Because I can't afford to go back to days, because nobody gives a shit that I am getting fucked over.
Yah well, at this point, I am here for that $500 bonus that I damn well deserve and then I am the fuck out if I can find another job.
I can't even afford to breathe anymore...much less live. My head is so far below water, and I can't get it back up. FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK YOU ALL