relate.
It’s your fault she sheds these tears for you; It’s your fault you didn’t push her away so she could save a single part of her tender, naïve heart; It’s your fault her heart aches and that she can’t love any other man; It’s your fault that she’ll never be able to love any other man apart from the one person who doesn’t deserve to feel her love, or love her back--you.
And all you can do now is wallow in your self pity, knowing that she’ll believe this lie. That you never needed her, let alone loved her, when really, the truth was that you did. That you needed her more than life itself-that you loved her more than life itself.
But, she can never know. And the only thing you can feel comforted by, is that she will never be hurt from this love. That she’ll be protected, because she didn’t deserve to put her life at risk for a bastard like you. She was precious, needed-you aren’t.
-credits to closer than skin, chapter 5: solus by sakuraxkisu
relate! relate!