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Every time i see you, I cry. I cant help it. And i want to hate you. But i cant. Everytime i see you with a girl. I get upset. Thinking about how you will never be with me again. Yeah that feeling sucks. And i hate how i cant talk to you. Because i just know ill end up crying. And when you say you love me. Hurts me even more. It feels like my heart is being taken out and run over by a truck. It hurts. Really bad. I wish i could have just one more chance with you. But i know thats not going to happen. I wish i knew why you do the stuff you do. I just wish it would all stop. And sometimes i wish i never met you. Because none of this would have happened. But then i think to myself. And im glad it happend. But i dont like how it turned out. Im sick of being depressed all the time. I just want it to be over.
Im sorry, i had to get that out : /....