talk me down safe & sound too strung up to sleep
take me down. six underground.
do you ever just feel worthless and ugly? i do.
i went out tonight. well to the cook out. third year ive spent with those crazy fools. but i love them. i should have just come home and slept. i had a good time being around them, im not tryin to say i didnt have a good time, but i think i would have rather been curled up in a ball. to boot i dont feel well. could also be because im sad. *shrug* last night i realized listening to sneaker pimps makes me want to do drugs. i also realized that if i started again i dont think i would care. would just kill the pain faster.
is it twisted that i dont care enough about anything to even self destruct fast enough...
fukc.
i hope everyone had a safe and happy 4th of july.
peace.