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Kay,
well Friday i dont belive i did anything.. hmm i have HORRIBLE memory lol
Saturday.. was SUPPOSED to go to tristins.. w. liz ashley n kt.. well things didn't work out n let's just say people aren't as real as they seem. :-/.. sucks. i thought i could fix it but it's beyond fixing..
wellll after getting ready to go NO WHERE! baker came over.. n me mary dingus matt n liz all sat in the backyard n bonded.. it was fun :)
Sunday i had to go to my dad's. and i'm glad i went. it was REALLY FUN! the whole family was there n we had a BBQ. Well of course drama had to start.. n i ended up crying.. but me n my older sister sarah had a LONG talk.. n i i'm less confused on a lot of shit. i'm glad i had the talk w. her cause now i feel like i can go to her for alot... then my other sisters n everybody got together.. n it was a BIG cry fest! very emotional.. lol but then after that we all sat around the fire n talked. it was really nice :).. then i came home. a little late so i was disapointed i couldn't hang out w. baker! which suxs. but talked to him for a while. n then bed.
Monday was a BORING ASS DAY! this is the day i coulda used some company but had none :(.. i mowed the lawn.. showered.. mom cooked a big dinner. ate .. talked to baker for awhile at night. not the best conversation.. but i can't wait to O.L.L fair it's gonna be fuck'n awesome :).. i'm also going w. KATIE B! one of those days n that's always fun when we get put together. lol
Today is the last day i basically get to talk or see baker because he's working to jobs all the way up to saturday night.. n sunday he has shit. so it's gonna blow :-/..but we'll have fun today cause well we will! :-D
school is starting in TWO days! holy shit! that brings MANY worries to my mind. i'm actually scared to start school. for different reasons then the usuall.. i wont have any classes w. people i'll have to stand up in front of the class shit. it's just gonna be hard to start school again.. expecially the drama.. i had basically NO drama this summer. and i LOVED IT! i got to spend the summer w. the guy i'm in love w. and it was great! welll that's gonna change. he works i have school. and weekends r iffy cause he works nights on weekends. well i'm glad i get to see a few.. people i repeat a FEW people.. there is a some people i went w. out this summer and i'm glad i did. so now i gotta face them and all the shit that comes along w. it. Well i hope i get good grades this school year and i end up actually ENJOYING school.
well i'm out .. peace n love ;)
well Friday i dont belive i did anything.. hmm i have HORRIBLE memory lol
Saturday.. was SUPPOSED to go to tristins.. w. liz ashley n kt.. well things didn't work out n let's just say people aren't as real as they seem. :-/.. sucks. i thought i could fix it but it's beyond fixing..
wellll after getting ready to go NO WHERE! baker came over.. n me mary dingus matt n liz all sat in the backyard n bonded.. it was fun :)
Sunday i had to go to my dad's. and i'm glad i went. it was REALLY FUN! the whole family was there n we had a BBQ. Well of course drama had to start.. n i ended up crying.. but me n my older sister sarah had a LONG talk.. n i i'm less confused on a lot of shit. i'm glad i had the talk w. her cause now i feel like i can go to her for alot... then my other sisters n everybody got together.. n it was a BIG cry fest! very emotional.. lol but then after that we all sat around the fire n talked. it was really nice :).. then i came home. a little late so i was disapointed i couldn't hang out w. baker! which suxs. but talked to him for a while. n then bed.
Monday was a BORING ASS DAY! this is the day i coulda used some company but had none :(.. i mowed the lawn.. showered.. mom cooked a big dinner. ate .. talked to baker for awhile at night. not the best conversation.. but i can't wait to O.L.L fair it's gonna be fuck'n awesome :).. i'm also going w. KATIE B! one of those days n that's always fun when we get put together. lol
Today is the last day i basically get to talk or see baker because he's working to jobs all the way up to saturday night.. n sunday he has shit. so it's gonna blow :-/..but we'll have fun today cause well we will! :-D
school is starting in TWO days! holy shit! that brings MANY worries to my mind. i'm actually scared to start school. for different reasons then the usuall.. i wont have any classes w. people i'll have to stand up in front of the class shit. it's just gonna be hard to start school again.. expecially the drama.. i had basically NO drama this summer. and i LOVED IT! i got to spend the summer w. the guy i'm in love w. and it was great! welll that's gonna change. he works i have school. and weekends r iffy cause he works nights on weekends. well i'm glad i get to see a few.. people i repeat a FEW people.. there is a some people i went w. out this summer and i'm glad i did. so now i gotta face them and all the shit that comes along w. it. Well i hope i get good grades this school year and i end up actually ENJOYING school.
well i'm out .. peace n love ;)