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Yesterday was okay. Laura came home with me.. i <3 her she's so fun! she made my day all better cause 6th hour was HORRIBLE! but yeha then we hung out took a few pics. cleaned my house? lol then Mark n Mitchel came over.. hmm that was interesting. laura left, and me mark n mitchel hung out for awhile. it was mostly mark just going on about the stupidest shit and me n mitchel laughing. but it was fun :)
Today was honestly the worst day i've had in forever. so many misunderstandings went on. but then some things were completly clear. i dont know who to call my friend anymore. i've realized i'm only a person to hang out with untill someone better comes along, or im used so people have a more convinent way to hang out with each other, or i'm walked all over. it sucks so bad. and i just gotta relize things r gonna be shitty untill i make them better. idk i just thought alot today. but i talked to amanda n everythings good.. which is very good cause i <3 her! she's one of my friends i know i can trust and know she'll always be there for me :)
but yeah idk.. i'm learning from my mistakes.. i'll get the hang of this :)
Today was honestly the worst day i've had in forever. so many misunderstandings went on. but then some things were completly clear. i dont know who to call my friend anymore. i've realized i'm only a person to hang out with untill someone better comes along, or im used so people have a more convinent way to hang out with each other, or i'm walked all over. it sucks so bad. and i just gotta relize things r gonna be shitty untill i make them better. idk i just thought alot today. but i talked to amanda n everythings good.. which is very good cause i <3 her! she's one of my friends i know i can trust and know she'll always be there for me :)
but yeah idk.. i'm learning from my mistakes.. i'll get the hang of this :)