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Okay so I havent written in here in awhile. Schools going good. I had tests done and with the whole lump in my breast thing thats over for now thankgod. I have that cyst I have to worry about because it bothers me alot and im in alot of pain because of it. Im doing good in all of my classes, speech is probably my favorite because thats the only class where people actually talk and we have fun in. Im in love. Ive been inlove before I know that but this time its soo different. Im so happy, I cant explain it, I love everything about him everything he does for me. He treats me like a princess and I love that even more, Ive never had that attention or givving attitdue before and its amazing. I dont know really know even how to explain this or anything, its great and I hope this feelign never goes away because I always have butterflys in my stomach and im ALWAYS thinking about him. In 6months I went from ehh I just wanna have fun this is gonna be nothing to im so deeply inlove with this guy and its crazy. Blah all im doing is talking about him but im so happy, I told him tonight ive never been this happy, ive never felt this way before and I know for a fact ive been in love, theres no denying that but this is different, this is a deeper love I guess you can say. But besides that, I have like no friends at all, except him, and hes my bestfriend and boyfriend like it should be but we fuck around alot, I can hangout with him and have so much fun So other then him I really have like jesswater who I talk to but like dont really hangout with that much because of school and she has work also, and soon im going to be working, as soon as I turn 18 I will have a job its just so hard when im not old enough to do shit haha. But when I do get a job ill never get to see like anyone because I'll be juggling school work a boyfriend and a dog. Hahaha. Okay i'll stop talking up my boyfriend now and im gonna go to bed I just wanted to share with all of you fuckers who read my life(jesswater) how much im in love and I love it so much. Be jealous fuckers. ♥