Jan 11, 2007 13:45
JHAHDF
I HATE.
THE WORLD.
FUCKING SHOOT ME.
people are gonna be the deathhh off mee.
does that make sense?
well if it doesnt blow it out your ass fucker.
so liek everything was going SOOOOOOOOOOOOO good the awhile.
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
here it comes.
everything good comes to an end.
which i dont believe.
but it happened.
mi madre=bad bad bad bad AGAIN.
hasnt been in a very long time.
well like this at leaste.
but she is.
and i hate hate hate it.
and i forgot how to deal with it.
and im losing my patients.
spelling?
oh well.
and i mean.
i dont want to deal with it.
i cant.
im breaking down.
its ufcking hard.
i thought well maybe ill be okay she hasnt been like this in like a year or two.
but no no no.
its still just as hard.
if not worse b/c i wasnt expecting.
at leaste i use to expect it every month.
now its like..
WTF?