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So im still madd pissed about fucking shit thats happened, but when im withh you im madd happyy smiley and HAVE to smile, theres nothing else I can doo. blah blah blah GAY. I hate hate hate hate hate it. But I love it. I hate it cuz that means its possible for me to get hurt but I love it cuz I love feeling happy and knowing someone cares and being held cuz idk how to explain it but like i feel safe like theres nothing else in the world that matters in that moment. I do have to move on and find someone else. So I explained myself and im all happy and im gonna go to bed. byebyebye<33