We'll always have eachother, when everything else is gone.
Seriously, homes.
I'm working in the home department for good now, which is nice. I hated cashiering. Plus, the people I work with are really cool.
This punk guy came in and we started talking about punk and metal bands, so he came back with a couple burned cds for me and a magazine. He was really nice, but just a little bit on the weird side..
So I figured out why I couldn't get ahold of Sarah. She's "in Florida", which means she didn't have the fucking balls to tell me she didn't want to be my friend anymore. Which is fine, I just think it was pretty shady of her to do that for nothing. She did the same thing to her friend Rachel last year, said she was "in Vegas" and just stopped talking to her. With Rachel, it was for a reason, because she was using Sarah and she was sick of it. But, the only thing that we had a dispute about was the fact that she didn't agree with my moving to California. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to take relationship advice from someone who's cheated on her boyfriends, moved in with them WAY too fucking soon, and made mistakes that lead to the relationships' demise. Maybe once she decides to have a mature relationship with someone and she knows what love REALLY is, then I'll take her opinion seriously. But until then (if it ever happens), fat chance.
I'm not even hurt or sad or anything about the fact that we're not friends anymore. Honestly, I could care less because I was getting sick of the dramatics and I don't need a fair-weather friend like that in my life. It's just the fact that she said she was gone so "certain people" would stop contacting her (meaning me), instead of standing up and not being such a coward. It's her nature, I guess. She's always going to be like that, and I just feel kind of stupid for thinking she wouldn't do the same thing to me that she does to all her friends. She loves the attention drama gets her. Sucks for her.
My move date is still scheduled for the end of June. Alex is going to be meeting my family for the first or last 2 days of the family reunion. I'm excited, because I know I'm actually with someone who I can be proud of, show off, and impress my family with. He's so intelligent and confident and I'm just really lucky to have someone like him in my life. I honestly never thought I'd find someone as great as he's turned out to be. He's there for me when I need someone, he's my best friend and confidant. And although I've never wanted to depend on a significant other, I know that if I need to rely on him, he won't let me down. I just can't get over the fact that I've found someone with goals...dreams...someone so damn smart, and SO determined, he knows where his priorities lie and he's so responsible. (Fuck, I'm gushing. This is terrible...I'm so hopeless. Lol.)
I told him I wouldn't be able to start school this year because of the tuition, and the out of state fees making it un-affordable. And he actually told me that I really need to start this year, so he'd help me pay for school. I was just completely...."floored" would be a good word. The thought makes me uncomfortable because I'm such an independent person, but I was just so blown away by his offer. He really cares about me and he just continues to amaze me.
He's incredible, in so many ways.
<3
I'm working in the home department for good now, which is nice. I hated cashiering. Plus, the people I work with are really cool.
This punk guy came in and we started talking about punk and metal bands, so he came back with a couple burned cds for me and a magazine. He was really nice, but just a little bit on the weird side..
So I figured out why I couldn't get ahold of Sarah. She's "in Florida", which means she didn't have the fucking balls to tell me she didn't want to be my friend anymore. Which is fine, I just think it was pretty shady of her to do that for nothing. She did the same thing to her friend Rachel last year, said she was "in Vegas" and just stopped talking to her. With Rachel, it was for a reason, because she was using Sarah and she was sick of it. But, the only thing that we had a dispute about was the fact that she didn't agree with my moving to California. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to take relationship advice from someone who's cheated on her boyfriends, moved in with them WAY too fucking soon, and made mistakes that lead to the relationships' demise. Maybe once she decides to have a mature relationship with someone and she knows what love REALLY is, then I'll take her opinion seriously. But until then (if it ever happens), fat chance.
I'm not even hurt or sad or anything about the fact that we're not friends anymore. Honestly, I could care less because I was getting sick of the dramatics and I don't need a fair-weather friend like that in my life. It's just the fact that she said she was gone so "certain people" would stop contacting her (meaning me), instead of standing up and not being such a coward. It's her nature, I guess. She's always going to be like that, and I just feel kind of stupid for thinking she wouldn't do the same thing to me that she does to all her friends. She loves the attention drama gets her. Sucks for her.
My move date is still scheduled for the end of June. Alex is going to be meeting my family for the first or last 2 days of the family reunion. I'm excited, because I know I'm actually with someone who I can be proud of, show off, and impress my family with. He's so intelligent and confident and I'm just really lucky to have someone like him in my life. I honestly never thought I'd find someone as great as he's turned out to be. He's there for me when I need someone, he's my best friend and confidant. And although I've never wanted to depend on a significant other, I know that if I need to rely on him, he won't let me down. I just can't get over the fact that I've found someone with goals...dreams...someone so damn smart, and SO determined, he knows where his priorities lie and he's so responsible. (Fuck, I'm gushing. This is terrible...I'm so hopeless. Lol.)
I told him I wouldn't be able to start school this year because of the tuition, and the out of state fees making it un-affordable. And he actually told me that I really need to start this year, so he'd help me pay for school. I was just completely...."floored" would be a good word. The thought makes me uncomfortable because I'm such an independent person, but I was just so blown away by his offer. He really cares about me and he just continues to amaze me.
He's incredible, in so many ways.
<3