Jul 29, 2005 18:51
i hate days when i feel sorry for myself.....so what, i havent had a bf in forever, why the fuck should i care? blaaaaah. i. just..grrrrrrrr. i dont even know what to say.....ive decided that instead of doing like i do on my xanga and only posting what i want people to hear im just going to say everything im thinking. so itll probably jump from on thing to the next.
blaaaaah. my best friend just called me. crying. and guess whos fault it is? thats right, my cousins. who just been ditching me for lately, i want them to be happy but i dont want us to stop being friends in the process, like right after she called me he beeped in though, so she put me on hold, i just hung up, im sure shell call back in a few hours.......rather i hope she does. i dont like being pushed aside for him, it hurts my feelings alot
soooo i started talking to this girl named lena. shes vegan. i wasnt even sure what that was until i started talking to her. shes actually pretty cool.
i went and got sized for shoes and my uniform today. it was boring. brennon laughed at me lol.
gooooood. im so bored. well i think my pizza is burning. so ill update later
<3Kay