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Hey everyone. Im in Vanderoff's (Cant spell her name lol). I just noticed Im completly on the other side of the building from next period. oh well. Hopefullly I see Derek before next period. I dont know what were doing after school. I know Im going to practive but I think were all also going to get together. Derek has to get money and Kendra is leaving @ 2. Thats alrighty. Maybe when Derek gets back we can hang out. I dont know wahts going on. I can't wait untill later. Cinelli's class is going to be so boring thats okay though. Kleckner's class we didnt do anything so thats why we are in here. Kendra and I at least. I thought Manda was going to be in here as well, but shes not. Taryn left me to go toCouch Park's with Jamie. Bitch. Jus kidding Cherrie. lol. Anyhow. I guess Tiffy was just sick. I dont understand why when she feels sick she thinks its ok to act like a bitch to those who care about her, i.e. Derek. I guess shes got her shit straight now though. She was prolly jsut feeling like I felt with the Ken/Manda situation. I was listening to the radio last night and I heard a song that I really really liked and a few parts I wanted to put in here...
"Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
...
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you ..."
Yeah. Its a slow old song but I jus love it.
I need to pick up writing again. Make a poem or two. Though they should stop being about love. Im tired of love. I feel real strongly for Derek... but I dont know... I might be afraid to admit it... or it might just be a reallly strong infatuation. I don't know if I've known him long enough to love him but Im getting all the same feelings I had when I was with seth. Either way... its way to early.
2night Im going to Kathleens...gonna miss muah Derek. Then Saturday Im babysitting baby Ashley. Probably wont be able to talk to Derek till then but thats okay. Personal space right? lol.
Alright, Im out. Much Love to all, and thousand times more to Derek... XoXoXo
Kinky
"Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
...
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you ..."
Yeah. Its a slow old song but I jus love it.
I need to pick up writing again. Make a poem or two. Though they should stop being about love. Im tired of love. I feel real strongly for Derek... but I dont know... I might be afraid to admit it... or it might just be a reallly strong infatuation. I don't know if I've known him long enough to love him but Im getting all the same feelings I had when I was with seth. Either way... its way to early.
2night Im going to Kathleens...gonna miss muah Derek. Then Saturday Im babysitting baby Ashley. Probably wont be able to talk to Derek till then but thats okay. Personal space right? lol.
Alright, Im out. Much Love to all, and thousand times more to Derek... XoXoXo
Kinky