Mar 17, 2004 15:26
Wonder if I spelled that right... Anyways, lets take a guess about what Katie's happy about... hmm, maybe its that shes completly OVER Dustin. Im not just saying that anymore- I could care less, friends would be nice, but I dont care. Actually right now I like someone else. I hope he returns the feelings. I have to get to know him some more first. I really wish I could be what he wants right now. If not, no hard feelings, Im gettn used to it.
On the other hand K hasnt seemed to notice my hard feelings against her yet.... "a and b are going with me" Hmm, I wonder who that is. I COULD GIVE 2 SHITS LESS. A real friend would talk about this and try to fix it. But no. Actually me and "a" are getting along very well since "k" hasnt been here. She knows who she is. I would love it if she would face up that shes seperating herself from her "best friend" and try to work with us all instead of "a". Oh well, it'll pass hopefully.
Back to the other thing. We're going to call him fuckass. Don't ask. I don't know why Im attracted to him, but I can't help it. I asked Bic about him... n she likes the idea. But Im not sure about the sex part.... it would probably be a while because Im extremely picky. Hopefully that wouldnt turn him off lol. Though it might help that Im not a slut.
There is the lingering feelings for a certain bus friend... but those are only because I ahve had no sex life since June. Well, since my bus friend left. I am at least confident that if I were to have a boyfriend then they would be gone.
A good thing between fuckass and I is that I was told he tends to get overprotective as do I every now and then.
I think Ima go now...
XoXo
Kinkerbell