day two, no cigs.
I'm pretty successful so far, and I've been trying to be overly nice so that i'm not a crazy bitch through this whole period. I just wish i had more will power. It's not even the nicotine, i think the patch is really leveling me out (as well as it can that is.) I just wish i didn't enjoy smoking so much.
I mean, it's so hard for me to drink coffee and not have one, I can only imagine what it's going to be like the first time I have an alcoholic drink. Of course smoking a pack a day of menthols would make anyone addicted, but it's so much more than that. It's like a hobby. it's something to do after you eat, when you drink coffee, when you're hanging out with friends, when you're walking somewhere outside, or if you're merely bored.
I hope i'll get over this phase. I hope that I can genuinely just not want one one day. I've heard it all; the first three days are the hardest, the first week, the first month. Well the last time i quit i quit for 2 months, and not a SINGLE DAY went by in which it got any easier.
I pray to god this patch will help this time, because i'm going pretty insane over here.
WISH ME LUCK M'FUCKAS
I mean, it's so hard for me to drink coffee and not have one, I can only imagine what it's going to be like the first time I have an alcoholic drink. Of course smoking a pack a day of menthols would make anyone addicted, but it's so much more than that. It's like a hobby. it's something to do after you eat, when you drink coffee, when you're hanging out with friends, when you're walking somewhere outside, or if you're merely bored.
I hope i'll get over this phase. I hope that I can genuinely just not want one one day. I've heard it all; the first three days are the hardest, the first week, the first month. Well the last time i quit i quit for 2 months, and not a SINGLE DAY went by in which it got any easier.
I pray to god this patch will help this time, because i'm going pretty insane over here.
WISH ME LUCK M'FUCKAS