Sorry I haven't written in so long.
I'm just about really pissed off right now. I had this really long entry and it just got erased because this livejournal shit is crap. So here's all I have to say.
I hope you kids had a good New year's. I did. I explained how much fun it was in THE LONG ONE THAT GOT ERASED YOU STUPID PIECE OF CRAP.
Lin came back from Arizona,
we went to Brian Griffin's on N.Y. eve and played firework wars with Leena and Tita in the backyard,
we saw a lot of movies which I listed in the entry that this stupid piece-of-shit erased,
I saw Blake at the mall,
and he saw me,
and I watched him walk off and be all sexy,
and that's the end of that,
and.
here.
it.
comes.
On New Year's Eve, Brian pissed me off and got mad at me for something that is not my fault, and Gus and derrick walked Brigette and I home. Gus walked by my side and told me not to let Brian ruin my entire night. Then, out of nowhere, we held each other's hands.
And for the first time in a long time, I was comfortable with the person who's hand I was holding.
Comfortable.
With someone else.
The last time that happened was Jake.
I never though it would ever happen again.
At first, I thought it was just cute.
But it turned out to be more than cute.
I hope comfort is something that I once lacked but will take in this new year.
I hope Gus is too.
It's F'n 2004, man!
Ring in the New Year.
½ the Hillary I used to be.
I lost all my energy when I held his hand.
I hope you kids had a good New year's. I did. I explained how much fun it was in THE LONG ONE THAT GOT ERASED YOU STUPID PIECE OF CRAP.
Lin came back from Arizona,
we went to Brian Griffin's on N.Y. eve and played firework wars with Leena and Tita in the backyard,
we saw a lot of movies which I listed in the entry that this stupid piece-of-shit erased,
I saw Blake at the mall,
and he saw me,
and I watched him walk off and be all sexy,
and that's the end of that,
and.
here.
it.
comes.
On New Year's Eve, Brian pissed me off and got mad at me for something that is not my fault, and Gus and derrick walked Brigette and I home. Gus walked by my side and told me not to let Brian ruin my entire night. Then, out of nowhere, we held each other's hands.
And for the first time in a long time, I was comfortable with the person who's hand I was holding.
Comfortable.
With someone else.
The last time that happened was Jake.
I never though it would ever happen again.
At first, I thought it was just cute.
But it turned out to be more than cute.
I hope comfort is something that I once lacked but will take in this new year.
I hope Gus is too.
It's F'n 2004, man!
Ring in the New Year.
½ the Hillary I used to be.
I lost all my energy when I held his hand.