i need to take a break..i act like i don't care when people say things to me but i really do take them to heart. and when someone tells you to fucking kill yourself, it hurts. it's a different kind of pain that i don't wish on anyone..to know that someone thinks so little of you. so forgive me for running off to find the things i have to do. i'm sorry i can't be everything to you. every time i run away..it's easier to stay. please don't give up on me..love you guys.
i heard you're doing okay but i want you to know i'm a dick i'm addicted to you i can't pretend i don't care when you don't think about me do you think i deserve this? i tried to make you happy but you left anyway i'm trying to forget that i'm addicted to you but i want it and i need it now it's over can't forget what you said and i never wanna do this again heartbreaker.
since the day i met you and after all we've been through i'm still a dick i'm addicted to you i think you know that it's true i'd run a thousand miles to get you do you think i deserve this? i tried to make you happy i did all that i could just to keep you but you left anyways
how long will i be waiting? until the end of time i don't know why i'm still waiting i can't make you mine heartbreaker i'm addicted to you.