Dec 02, 2004 20:37
Im loosing so much motivation so fast for this band, it's taking a month to get a whole song done...shit..it took two weeks for the guitars to even get a whole song 'written'. I havent heard it yet, except for accousitic, and it still needs alot of work, timing is off....on....alot of our songs.....Without Crashing......Flying From Friday....Yeah....ya know what...they're right we're people up there playing instruments, not musicians....but I dont care, Im just the drummer....I dont know if I can take it...I'll put up with it...but now the music is starting to get to me, and if I cant love the music, why should I keep playing it? If I cant expand my skills, and all my talents in this seem to just kinda get tossed aside. I dont mean to be an ass....but it feels like I am carrying this band. -shrug- We'll see what happens, I havent made any decisions, and this is just an uncomfortable feeling...the show is tomorrow...we'll see if it changes. ALTHOUGH!
on the plus side....The thing with Dellasolla is going alright, we're still looking for a bass player and Singer....heh. Well...we have an idea on whom...but whatever...I dont know if it's going to work out though, with Matt always focused on work, and other things, ect ect...We'll see that...BUT! we have all the old stuff back up and running. Definatly a plus I suppose. later.