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so lets talk about life. I rock, in the past 5 days i have seen the new lotr 2 times, it get better every time. My parents wont stop making fun of my hair, and everything about me. I wraped all my xmas presents, and I bought some more. I got the first rise against cd, and the new between the buried and me, for cheep so I was happy. Xmas is fun but I always feel sad becuase I can never give enough becuase I piss away my money, but I hope all my friend and family know I love them from the deepest parts of my heart. I cant wait to see my sister I love her lots. I am going to see catch 22/bigwig/falloutboy/punchline two days in a row, then throw down on jan 3rd. My computer at home is real slow i hate it. I joined a new scenester site its called www.thedilly.com its ok. I relized I dont have many friends at home anymore I fell out of the loop, I dont really care it just makes things harder becuase I have nothing to do. I stay up late at night, looking for somthing to do or someone to hang out with, no one is around. I have no job which means no money, so I will be a wicked moocer. Again I think my parents hate me. I cant stop listening to the new coheed cd its just too good, also the as I lay dying cd is wicked good. I am kinda lonely when I am at home, its just the fact that their is nothing to do. I also dont like how everything closes so early, I would like to take walks outside but its too cold. I also like to take walks with other people and not just myself.

I went on a wild car ride with kyle and mike. I got real scared becuase we were going way to fast for this little road and we passed someone going down a nasty hill with lots of sand on it, and their was a wicked turn comming up. I really was scared its not that I dont trust my friends driving, its that I dont trust cars.

I ate pepermint ice cream yesterday it was good I like it alot