I was mad
SO I sat in my car with the windows up for about 45 minutes just chainsmoking and crying.
after a while, you don't even bother to wipe the sweat and tears away.. they all just start to run together and whatever shambles of a soul you feel like you had get washed down your face into a puddle that caresses your skin all the way down until it drops off Then evaporates. And your left with nothing but that headache you get and red blotches on your face, and a problem breathing called hyperventilating.. if you don't stop there you pass out which is what I proceeded to do in the car and then I woke up and my body was trying to get out of the car which by now had to be over 100 degrees inside but a piece of me wanted to stay there.
I slithered out and wandered in and down the stairs to the floor then the bed of the basement where i continued to cry uncontrolloby.
Funny story huh.
after a while, you don't even bother to wipe the sweat and tears away.. they all just start to run together and whatever shambles of a soul you feel like you had get washed down your face into a puddle that caresses your skin all the way down until it drops off Then evaporates. And your left with nothing but that headache you get and red blotches on your face, and a problem breathing called hyperventilating.. if you don't stop there you pass out which is what I proceeded to do in the car and then I woke up and my body was trying to get out of the car which by now had to be over 100 degrees inside but a piece of me wanted to stay there.
I slithered out and wandered in and down the stairs to the floor then the bed of the basement where i continued to cry uncontrolloby.
Funny story huh.