(no subject)
Baby when I look at you
You know it breaks my heart in two
How beautiful you are
I've seen you in a million dreams
Now you're finally here with me
We will never be apart
I wanna hold you forever
That's all I'll ever need
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, My reality
I love everything you are
Every time I close my eyes
It hits me so deep inside
How real this feeling is
I'm intoxicated by your touch
Its a sweet, sweet rush
I'm in love with your kiss
You're the one I trust the most
You changed me
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, My reality
I love everything you are
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, My reality
I love everything you are
Everything, I love everything you are.
there's a song that i really really like... i just listened to it...
Yeah so i've had a rough wk...Today steven actually called me... but he told that he was glad that i wasn't up there because if i was up there i'd try to be all over him and pulling on his shirt... and making him stay with me, and not letting him talk to friends... * screams * yeah that's what he fucking told me... alright so i've been sitting here all fucking wk waiting for a phone call from him... and then he makes me talk to all these other people * THAT I DON'T EVEN FUCKING TALK TO *... he called me 4 times today... twice when i wasn't home... and then i called JANA'S phone... and then he called me back... and then he had to go because he was off break... and then he called me back and told me that he'd call me after supper... yeah well i haven't heard a fucking word from him...I dunno this journal entry might sound gay but i'm letting alot of stress out that i have on my shoulders right now...
and then the other day my mom and i were talking about steven taking me to prom and all this shit... and he had the fucking nerve to say " what if steven breaks up with you before then " that pissed me off even more...
all i wanna do is cry... so far i've cried myself to sleep every night since steven's been gone... i dunno... He's comin back on saturday... and i think i'm gonna give him some time to be with his family and stuff like that... i'm not even gonna call him... i'll let him call me... i dunno we'll see how it goes when saturday rolls around... i'm just in a really pissed/stressed/depressed mood right now...
tomorrow's not gonna be a good day either... i'm gonna go to someone's showing * they died *
But i highly doubt that i'll get a phone call tomorrow from steven...
See if we have one great night together then he gives me shit the next day... Sunday was so perfect * well in my eyes anyways *
I dunno maybe i'm getting all worked up over nothing... I've just decided to take all my stress out on this thing... and now on my friends * even though they read this *
Alright well i'm gonna finish talking to liz and steph..
(*~Brit~*)
You know it breaks my heart in two
How beautiful you are
I've seen you in a million dreams
Now you're finally here with me
We will never be apart
I wanna hold you forever
That's all I'll ever need
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, My reality
I love everything you are
Every time I close my eyes
It hits me so deep inside
How real this feeling is
I'm intoxicated by your touch
Its a sweet, sweet rush
I'm in love with your kiss
You're the one I trust the most
You changed me
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, My reality
I love everything you are
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, My reality
I love everything you are
Everything, I love everything you are.
there's a song that i really really like... i just listened to it...
Yeah so i've had a rough wk...Today steven actually called me... but he told that he was glad that i wasn't up there because if i was up there i'd try to be all over him and pulling on his shirt... and making him stay with me, and not letting him talk to friends... * screams * yeah that's what he fucking told me... alright so i've been sitting here all fucking wk waiting for a phone call from him... and then he makes me talk to all these other people * THAT I DON'T EVEN FUCKING TALK TO *... he called me 4 times today... twice when i wasn't home... and then i called JANA'S phone... and then he called me back... and then he had to go because he was off break... and then he called me back and told me that he'd call me after supper... yeah well i haven't heard a fucking word from him...I dunno this journal entry might sound gay but i'm letting alot of stress out that i have on my shoulders right now...
and then the other day my mom and i were talking about steven taking me to prom and all this shit... and he had the fucking nerve to say " what if steven breaks up with you before then " that pissed me off even more...
all i wanna do is cry... so far i've cried myself to sleep every night since steven's been gone... i dunno... He's comin back on saturday... and i think i'm gonna give him some time to be with his family and stuff like that... i'm not even gonna call him... i'll let him call me... i dunno we'll see how it goes when saturday rolls around... i'm just in a really pissed/stressed/depressed mood right now...
tomorrow's not gonna be a good day either... i'm gonna go to someone's showing * they died *
But i highly doubt that i'll get a phone call tomorrow from steven...
See if we have one great night together then he gives me shit the next day... Sunday was so perfect * well in my eyes anyways *
I dunno maybe i'm getting all worked up over nothing... I've just decided to take all my stress out on this thing... and now on my friends * even though they read this *
Alright well i'm gonna finish talking to liz and steph..
(*~Brit~*)