Holy shitttttttty summer.
Wow. I officially have had the worst summer of my life...and I still have 2 and a half more weeks to make it even worse. Sweet.
Last night, I got a speeding ticket. It was my first, but I was hysterically sobbing throughout receiving it and on the ride to Chrissy's and at Chrissy's for a good 15 minutes. I was a wreck. I was going 75 in a 55. I don't feel sorry for myself, but it was completely out of the blue. I didn't see the cop; 30 STM was on the radio and they are NEVER on the radio, so I was jamming and having fun...I wasn't 100% paying attention to my speed. On top of that, I was driving my mom's car, so I'm not totally used to how the gas pedal is. I'm not trying to make excuses, but I rarely ever go over 70 on the thruway. It was just this awesome freak day that I wasn't paying attention to my speed fully that I get busted. FUCKING AWESOME. So that'll cost me probably $200 or so...Who the fuck knows. I have never cried so hysterically in my life...I suck at life this summer.
On a good note: Tim from school called me last night! It was really good to hear from him. I realized that my old cell phone still works, for some reason unknown, so for the time being, I'm using it because I feel a little bit less left out of the world since my new phone is currently under construction. The battery should be coming today. I hope!
I'm getting a much needed, well-deserved (minus the ticket) massage today. I am very excited for it! Yay!
Last night, I also decided that I wasn't going to take a car with me to school because "do I really need it?" was the question on my mind, and "No." was the answer. So I had this decision implanted in my head, all ready to save the money that I would have used to buy a car and the money I would spend on insurance...and then my mom has a note on my bed when I come home saying to wake her up no matter what and come talk to her. Sweet...am I in trouble? Well, no I wasn't. My Grandpa's bitch of a girlfriend Annette is going to give me her car for some kind of small price. I don't know how much it's going to cost me, but it's a 2000 and it's in good condition. I think it's a neon though--blech. Thing is, I can't really pass up this offer: A car that's in really good condition, new brakes, tires, etc. and it'll cost me a small amount of cash. BUT I CAN'T AND DON'T WANT TO AFFORD IT.
Seriously. Decisions in my life don't mean anything lately. I am going to turn my brain off and let everyone else do the work for me. Seems it would make sense and work out better for me.
So yea...........I can't wait to get back to fucking Naz...
the end.
Last night, I got a speeding ticket. It was my first, but I was hysterically sobbing throughout receiving it and on the ride to Chrissy's and at Chrissy's for a good 15 minutes. I was a wreck. I was going 75 in a 55. I don't feel sorry for myself, but it was completely out of the blue. I didn't see the cop; 30 STM was on the radio and they are NEVER on the radio, so I was jamming and having fun...I wasn't 100% paying attention to my speed. On top of that, I was driving my mom's car, so I'm not totally used to how the gas pedal is. I'm not trying to make excuses, but I rarely ever go over 70 on the thruway. It was just this awesome freak day that I wasn't paying attention to my speed fully that I get busted. FUCKING AWESOME. So that'll cost me probably $200 or so...Who the fuck knows. I have never cried so hysterically in my life...I suck at life this summer.
On a good note: Tim from school called me last night! It was really good to hear from him. I realized that my old cell phone still works, for some reason unknown, so for the time being, I'm using it because I feel a little bit less left out of the world since my new phone is currently under construction. The battery should be coming today. I hope!
I'm getting a much needed, well-deserved (minus the ticket) massage today. I am very excited for it! Yay!
Last night, I also decided that I wasn't going to take a car with me to school because "do I really need it?" was the question on my mind, and "No." was the answer. So I had this decision implanted in my head, all ready to save the money that I would have used to buy a car and the money I would spend on insurance...and then my mom has a note on my bed when I come home saying to wake her up no matter what and come talk to her. Sweet...am I in trouble? Well, no I wasn't. My Grandpa's bitch of a girlfriend Annette is going to give me her car for some kind of small price. I don't know how much it's going to cost me, but it's a 2000 and it's in good condition. I think it's a neon though--blech. Thing is, I can't really pass up this offer: A car that's in really good condition, new brakes, tires, etc. and it'll cost me a small amount of cash. BUT I CAN'T AND DON'T WANT TO AFFORD IT.
Seriously. Decisions in my life don't mean anything lately. I am going to turn my brain off and let everyone else do the work for me. Seems it would make sense and work out better for me.
So yea...........I can't wait to get back to fucking Naz...
the end.