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well.. i thought i'd say something.
i just finished writing an essay on Happy, which is due this evening. I finally got to it after two starbucks double expresso shots. procrastination is such a powerful instinct.
i still haven't gotten my digital camera fixed. im getting used to life without it.
my parents came to visit over thanksgiving. i was sad that i had to stay around LA when i could have gone back to victoria and my parents were bored because we'd done everything there is to do in LA when they were here a month ago and everything was closed anyway. they bought me some pants at nordstrom rack that i haven't stopped wearing since so i guess thats one good thing. and i saw gone with the wind. that was good, like filling my heart with joy good.
it has suddenly gotten very cold lately here. gus has pulled out his space heater and most nights, we refuse to leave the room to eat anything or wash the dishes cuz everywhere else is so goddamn cold. i have also started smoking again, after i vowed i would quit for about the ninth time. my heart is just not in it, but i feel bad because gus started up again too.
theres only two more weeks left of school and im starting to freak out --i haven't finished anything. i have my first gallery show coming up in a week and nothing is ready and everyone will think im a pathetic loser. anyways, i wish i had some pictures to show but i don't and i'm crashing from those expresso shots.
i just finished writing an essay on Happy, which is due this evening. I finally got to it after two starbucks double expresso shots. procrastination is such a powerful instinct.
i still haven't gotten my digital camera fixed. im getting used to life without it.
my parents came to visit over thanksgiving. i was sad that i had to stay around LA when i could have gone back to victoria and my parents were bored because we'd done everything there is to do in LA when they were here a month ago and everything was closed anyway. they bought me some pants at nordstrom rack that i haven't stopped wearing since so i guess thats one good thing. and i saw gone with the wind. that was good, like filling my heart with joy good.
it has suddenly gotten very cold lately here. gus has pulled out his space heater and most nights, we refuse to leave the room to eat anything or wash the dishes cuz everywhere else is so goddamn cold. i have also started smoking again, after i vowed i would quit for about the ninth time. my heart is just not in it, but i feel bad because gus started up again too.
theres only two more weeks left of school and im starting to freak out --i haven't finished anything. i have my first gallery show coming up in a week and nothing is ready and everyone will think im a pathetic loser. anyways, i wish i had some pictures to show but i don't and i'm crashing from those expresso shots.