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Sep 17, 2004 20:37

hm, yeah. hello all you people who still have any kind of respect for me in anyway. (not that i would blame you if you didn't) anyways, just so you know...this will more than likely be my last entry but i just needed to get some things straight and tell a few people some things.

okay first of all i want to thank Brittany Ann Hale. Thank you with everything inside of me, thank you with all my heart, soul, body, mind, everything...just....thank you.

next i wanna just say that i may not have many friends but all the friends i acutally have are the absolute greatest people outside and inside that i've ever had to privledge too even breathe the same air with. Seriously.

Alicia- I wanna say i'm sorry. i am sorry for letting you down, i'm sorry for making you change ur views on real love. just so you know...me and brittany do have true love and just as i will prove it too her in time i will prove it too you as well. I also want to say thank you. I'm sure Brittany nor I would be where we are today without you. Thank you and i love you.

Bri- I'm also sorry for letting you down. Very sorry. Thank you for helping Brittany and being there for her. Thank you for being her strength when i let her down. Thank you for picking her up when i let her fall. I love you so fucking much for that. You are her TRUE friend and as i sit here with tears down my face and i cannot help but realize that you are amazing. I will always be here for you when you need me. I swear. I love you.

You guys were the most part of who helped in a huge way but to everyone else too you guys amaze me, and i LOVE you all.

Now too Brittany Ann Hale. I'm sorry for everything i've done i'm sorry for letting you down just as well as everyone else. but for the most part i just want you to know that i love you unconditonally and i want you to know that you are my only one and i will forever be yours. Only time will prove it but i will take that time and show you every word i type in this entry. I will forever be faithful too you and i will never hurt you mentally, emotionally, phsycailly, EVER. I will be your strength i will be your everything. I will marry you June 7th, 2007. I will catch every tear. Baby you are my everything and i can honestly say that with every single peice of me. I love you so much.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

That song is to you baby. I love you so much as i've said 20 times but i just want you to realize it. I LOVE YOU. and you are my ONLY ONE. me and you forever. ONLY US. i love you!

Alrite i guess that's it. I may update a while from now. I really don't know but again i'm sorry to ANYONE i let down and thank you to everyone for whatever you did or still do. I love you guys.

Love Always- Kristina Kathleen Hale
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