my update
hey guys, well things have been still up and down, but alot better. I'm getting on with my life, worrying about myself and my needs for awhile. My grandmas well she is back in the hospital again not doing so well. so my parents are going back for 4 days. nice, means i have the house to myself, and im gunna do a little drinking. Things with rob, alright, i miss him, but i think i miss just seeing him, he made me happy, i miss just hanging out with him on our "good" days. haha. staying single tho for awhile, i feel alot better just being myself again. it feels good. back to being the cute sarcastic bitch, haha better than being all depressed feeling. Going to school in janurary, starting to apply to colleges. I am putting on in at ECC north for nursing, i think that would be a good field to go into.If not, than its off to pittsburg for college for vet tech cause i cant find any school around here with that major. grrr makes me mad.other than that, working and sleeping all the time, hope all is well with everyone else, write more soon. love u all bye