Can't Hold Us Down
"You must talk so big to make up for smaller things..."
First off - HAHAHAHAHA! YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME! Okay now I'm done. Hmm not much has been happening but I suppose I should tell you what happened today and work back.
Er well...look at my new layout! Hmm it's a bit OTT no? But I like it. Sorta prettiful. May change it....may not...we'll see.
Well today, Mutti took me on the back of the GT to go pick up a helmet for her in Braintree and got utterly bore dout fo my brains. But you know, I hid it very well. I was just enjoying going out really. As sad and desperate as that sounds. Turns out the damn thing was making too much noise so she decided to not bother buying it.
I was hungry as hell so we ended up going around looking for a place in the end we settled on going to Freeport. To which there was a lot of going into bra shops. Slightly uncomfortable. Hey, I still haven't matured obviously! Nah...it's just Braintree's very close to Chelmsford and a lot of people I know are from there so I get paranoid. Not sure why. But I'd feel more comfortable going to a underwear shop much further away. Stupid Ayla logic again.
Either way, I'm cursing my breasts to hell. I'm seriously not one of those people who are slagging off my breasts for attention or whatever. But they are sorta too big...It's really hard to find bras in my size. Cause I'm fairly small around my chest but my cup size is big.
I swear to Gott I am gonna get surgery to have Ancilla Tilia's breasts. They are just right. Perfect even. *cries inside* Or I'll just have to settle with these. Even when I do find bras that fit, they're kinda crap looking. I need to find that range that Jennifer Ellison models or the bras Jordan wears. Is it so wrong to want to have pretty lace and crap?! NO! Besides I'm addicted to lingerie. It's just the right thing to do.
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Sorry lingerie tangent.
Anyways I mocked Mutti while she got brainfreeze eating ice cream before she rammed it up my nose. I almost wish she was quiet and boring like most others. But that would just be a curse. A CURSE I SAY!
Anyways I managed to get a (nearly full) outfit from Next for a miniscule price. Finally Freeport lives up to its supposed reputation of getting deals. Finally. I got a silky lacey cream and black top and matching whatnot...that I really have forgotten the name of either way. Tis prettiful. And stexy. I think. Yeah. Feel the confidence there. So that will be my spring/summer outfit (with jeans) if R+ do a signing in the spring or summer. I even thought of an outfit if it's autumn or winter. Isn't that stupid? But hey, I'm more prepared than you! *waves fist at noone in particular* So go suck a fuck. Fuckers.
Hmm we ate. And went home. And Mutti mocked how busty I was. I made a deal with her that she gets my spike collar if she buys me a proper collar that I clip a bell on, a leash and a little tag with my name on like cats have. She agreed.
Earlier she asked if I would take photos of her soon for her web crap. I agreed. But again with conditions. I said only if she would buy me a nice rubber outfit of my choice and accompany me to Torture Garden. She won't be able to forget cause I'll whinge til eternity. Believe it.
Anyways yesterday I finally got all the colouring done of my Blue Meanie picture and a dragon for Yanya. I also got round to making a few icons. I've never made them before hence them looking so lame but I wanted to have a go here they are:
http://i15.tinypic.com/5zpoumh.jpg
http://i17.tinypic.com/6cwqqo1.jpg
http://i19.tinypic.com/5yulis7.jpg
http://i15.tinypic.com/5z2prg5.jpg
http://i9.tinypic.com/687s9b6.jpg
http://i14.tinypic.com/6gnloia.jpg
http://i19.tinypic.com/67rjzmo.jpg
http://i11.tinypic.com/4p4dhk4.jpg
http://i11.tinypic.com/6fqo410.jpg
Amanda from the Saw series in the pit of hypodermic needles, ditto in the reverse bear trap, Ancilla Tilia in the Bimbo outfit, ditto just looking hot with a blindfold, John from the Saw series, ditto, ditto and two Smudo icons for Sophi.
I did make a And.Ypsilon one but for some reason it got deleted by TinyPic. It wasnt offensive or wot so fook knows.
I'll try a lot harder in the future I swear!
I got round to finishing off Brave New World yesterday. Pretty simple and failry interesting. Kinda lighthearted. But suddenly at the end it got all twistes, a girl got a whipping and someone hung themself. Which disturbed me a little. Gott I love Lenina in that book! She's awesome! She just randomly strips when the Noble Savage tells her he likes her too. She bimboish but sweet. Eeeee!
Nothing more to say cause I've forgotten. But I love calimari. Which coincidentally tastes like our guts. Snazz.
Ende.
First off - HAHAHAHAHA! YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME! Okay now I'm done. Hmm not much has been happening but I suppose I should tell you what happened today and work back.
Er well...look at my new layout! Hmm it's a bit OTT no? But I like it. Sorta prettiful. May change it....may not...we'll see.
Well today, Mutti took me on the back of the GT to go pick up a helmet for her in Braintree and got utterly bore dout fo my brains. But you know, I hid it very well. I was just enjoying going out really. As sad and desperate as that sounds. Turns out the damn thing was making too much noise so she decided to not bother buying it.
I was hungry as hell so we ended up going around looking for a place in the end we settled on going to Freeport. To which there was a lot of going into bra shops. Slightly uncomfortable. Hey, I still haven't matured obviously! Nah...it's just Braintree's very close to Chelmsford and a lot of people I know are from there so I get paranoid. Not sure why. But I'd feel more comfortable going to a underwear shop much further away. Stupid Ayla logic again.
Either way, I'm cursing my breasts to hell. I'm seriously not one of those people who are slagging off my breasts for attention or whatever. But they are sorta too big...It's really hard to find bras in my size. Cause I'm fairly small around my chest but my cup size is big.
I swear to Gott I am gonna get surgery to have Ancilla Tilia's breasts. They are just right. Perfect even. *cries inside* Or I'll just have to settle with these. Even when I do find bras that fit, they're kinda crap looking. I need to find that range that Jennifer Ellison models or the bras Jordan wears. Is it so wrong to want to have pretty lace and crap?! NO! Besides I'm addicted to lingerie. It's just the right thing to do.
...
...
...
Sorry lingerie tangent.
Anyways I mocked Mutti while she got brainfreeze eating ice cream before she rammed it up my nose. I almost wish she was quiet and boring like most others. But that would just be a curse. A CURSE I SAY!
Anyways I managed to get a (nearly full) outfit from Next for a miniscule price. Finally Freeport lives up to its supposed reputation of getting deals. Finally. I got a silky lacey cream and black top and matching whatnot...that I really have forgotten the name of either way. Tis prettiful. And stexy. I think. Yeah. Feel the confidence there. So that will be my spring/summer outfit (with jeans) if R+ do a signing in the spring or summer. I even thought of an outfit if it's autumn or winter. Isn't that stupid? But hey, I'm more prepared than you! *waves fist at noone in particular* So go suck a fuck. Fuckers.
Hmm we ate. And went home. And Mutti mocked how busty I was. I made a deal with her that she gets my spike collar if she buys me a proper collar that I clip a bell on, a leash and a little tag with my name on like cats have. She agreed.
Earlier she asked if I would take photos of her soon for her web crap. I agreed. But again with conditions. I said only if she would buy me a nice rubber outfit of my choice and accompany me to Torture Garden. She won't be able to forget cause I'll whinge til eternity. Believe it.
Anyways yesterday I finally got all the colouring done of my Blue Meanie picture and a dragon for Yanya. I also got round to making a few icons. I've never made them before hence them looking so lame but I wanted to have a go here they are:
http://i15.tinypic.com/5zpoumh.jpg
http://i17.tinypic.com/6cwqqo1.jpg
http://i19.tinypic.com/5yulis7.jpg
http://i15.tinypic.com/5z2prg5.jpg
http://i9.tinypic.com/687s9b6.jpg
http://i14.tinypic.com/6gnloia.jpg
http://i19.tinypic.com/67rjzmo.jpg
http://i11.tinypic.com/4p4dhk4.jpg
http://i11.tinypic.com/6fqo410.jpg
Amanda from the Saw series in the pit of hypodermic needles, ditto in the reverse bear trap, Ancilla Tilia in the Bimbo outfit, ditto just looking hot with a blindfold, John from the Saw series, ditto, ditto and two Smudo icons for Sophi.
I did make a And.Ypsilon one but for some reason it got deleted by TinyPic. It wasnt offensive or wot so fook knows.
I'll try a lot harder in the future I swear!
I got round to finishing off Brave New World yesterday. Pretty simple and failry interesting. Kinda lighthearted. But suddenly at the end it got all twistes, a girl got a whipping and someone hung themself. Which disturbed me a little. Gott I love Lenina in that book! She's awesome! She just randomly strips when the Noble Savage tells her he likes her too. She bimboish but sweet. Eeeee!
Nothing more to say cause I've forgotten. But I love calimari. Which coincidentally tastes like our guts. Snazz.
Ende.