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so yesterday was alot of fun. getting our picture put on chocolate/riding rides/getting "tattoos" was exciting.
sooooo many people thought my tattoo was real lol. that would be cool if it really was.
today was ok. I saw him and it made me sad :[ it sucks that someone you don't talk to any more can have such control over you. I hate it. As much as I want to hate him and move on, I just can't and its one of the worse things ever. Whatever though, I deal with it. I just wish he wasn't as stubborn as I am [maybe even be a little more than me] so that we can just get past this whole "who's gonna talk to who first" thing and just be friends. That would make things a little easier for when I see him so we don't just stare at eachother and so we can actually talk like we used to.
anyways, we start moving next........friday or saturday. idk which one but one of those days. mom's gonna find out if I can paint my room or not. If I can't, that would suck but if I can, I'm gonna paint it black and then have neon splatter so that when I get a black light, it glows. that would be pretty cool and I could make it fun by possibly having a "painting my room" party :] maybe. we'll see.
no school next week. yaaaaaaay :] hopefully we can figure out the details about st. augustine or cassadaga so that we can actually go.
ok. thats all for now. good night. <3
sooooo many people thought my tattoo was real lol. that would be cool if it really was.
today was ok. I saw him and it made me sad :[ it sucks that someone you don't talk to any more can have such control over you. I hate it. As much as I want to hate him and move on, I just can't and its one of the worse things ever. Whatever though, I deal with it. I just wish he wasn't as stubborn as I am [maybe even be a little more than me] so that we can just get past this whole "who's gonna talk to who first" thing and just be friends. That would make things a little easier for when I see him so we don't just stare at eachother and so we can actually talk like we used to.
anyways, we start moving next........friday or saturday. idk which one but one of those days. mom's gonna find out if I can paint my room or not. If I can't, that would suck but if I can, I'm gonna paint it black and then have neon splatter so that when I get a black light, it glows. that would be pretty cool and I could make it fun by possibly having a "painting my room" party :] maybe. we'll see.
no school next week. yaaaaaaay :] hopefully we can figure out the details about st. augustine or cassadaga so that we can actually go.
ok. thats all for now. good night. <3