I might not exactly want to be just friends
but I think its good for us. I don't mind letting things settle down and really getting to know eachother since we did rush into it. I'd rather start over then to just pick up where we left off.
hopefully this will work. maybe I'm just having false hope, maybe we won't be as good for eachother as we thought. who knows. we'll have to see.
I just wish you'd talked to me about what was best for me. when I said "I was really hurt in my last relationship," it wasn't because I didn't see her often, it was because she's a horrible person and did unimaginable things to me, things I know you'd never do.
I know we broke up because you were looking out for my best interest but you should've asked me first. you can't decide whats best if you don't communicate with me.
but we'll figure things out. and build back up. and things will be good, no matter what the outcome.
I was stupid to make you wait and not to get over her faster. Thank you for opening my eyes and showing me how much better I could do.