Can't Get That At Home part 3
After the lovin' , they lie there and talk for a while.
She loves how he listens, and he sure loves to see her smile.
The memory of their first time together was as fresh in Jane’s mind as what she had for lunch today, as she contemplated whether or not she should get Jax and leave like she had every other night she and Maura had sex but she could make herself look away from the beautiful woman beside her much less get dressed and leave.
“Don’t even think about it Jane.” Maura mumbled into the pillow
Jane laughed moving closer to Maura. “Think about what?”
Maura opened one eye and raised and eyebrow at her lover. “Leaving, your mine for the night.” She flipped over onto her back and looked over at Jane.
“That’s not what I was thinking about.” Jane said quietly. “But I thought you were asleep.”
“I was meditating.” She answered shortly. “What were you thinking about?”
“The first time we… did this.” She grinned as she pressed a kiss to the corner of Maura’s mouth.
“This first time we laid in bed together?” Questioned Maura
Jane laughed brushing a hair out of Maura’s eyes. “No, love about the first time we were together… together.”
“Oh,” Maura smiled “That was a very… surprising night.”
“Surprising?” Jane growled as she flipped Maura over and straddled her waist, their lips were almost touching.
“Is that all you’ve got for me?” She asked as she bit down on Maura’s neck earning a moan from the other woman. “Because as I recall I rocked your world that night.” She smirked.
Maura smiled sweetly up at her and with one swift movement she had Jane on her back with her hands over her head.
“How do you do that?” Gasped Jane Maura however ignored her.
“It was amazing…” Maura whispered and she kissed Jane chastely on the lips. “Spectacular…” she kissed the tip of Jane’s nose. “Extraordinary.” she said as she kissed Jane’s jaw line.
“Ya’ know a girl could get a big head with all these compliments.” Jane joked.
“Yeah well you deserve it because you’re a remarkable specimen.”
Jane’s mood fell at Maura’s words with a sigh she looked away from Maura and out the window. Maura was wrong, Jane wasn’t remarkable or any other synonyms she could come up with. Truth be told she was the opposite. Maura noticing the sudden change in Jane fell to her side.
“What’s wrong?” Maura asked gently smoothing out the lines that appeared on Jane’s eyebrow with the pad of the thumb.
“Do you ever…” Jane sighed and looked at Maura. “Do you ever feel like I’m using you? I mean are you unhappy Maura?”
“Honestly?” Maura asked.
Jane smiled at her. “Like you could lie to me.”
Maura shrugged. “I’m happy when I’m with you, like right now in this moment I’ve never been happier.”
“And when you’re not with me?” She asked as she brushed a piece of hair out of Maura’s eyes.
“When I’m not with you I feel so guilty and so insanely jealous, I’m not the jealous type Jane but he gets to touch you in public and he gets to wake up with you beside him every morning.” She paused and took Jane’s left hand in her own playing with the wedding band on her ring finger. She bit her lip trying to hold back tears.
“He gets to call you his wife. So I feel sad and jealous and sometimes very determined to end things with you but then you come over and you are all sexy and you say these things and I’m happy. It’s worth it to be with you.”
Jane pulled Maura closer to her hugging her tightly. “I love you.”
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When Jane woke up the next morning she stretched her arms across the bed wanting to pull Maura closer to her only to find out that the bed was empty and the sheets cold. She opened her eyes with a groan and nearly jumped out of her skin when she saw that it was eleven. Jane hadn’t slept that late since she had been a teenager. She got up pulled on a t-shirt she found on the floor and stumbled out of Maura’s bedroom. She heard light laughter coming from the kitchen. When she walked in her heart nearly melted at the sight she was met with.
Maura stood in the kitchen her hair pulled up in a messy bun wearing a pair of Jane’s basketball shorts and a plain white tank top. Jaxon was sitting on the counter still in his pajamas with his dark hair sticking up everywhere. He was watching Maura dance around the kitchen while she cooked him breakfast with the biggest smile on his face.
Jane leaned against the wall watching the two people she loved most in the world interact. Maura was so good with her son it surprised her since Maura never felt very comfortable with people who were alive.
“Mommy!” Jax shouted waving enthusiastically at her.
“Hey buddy whatcha doing?” Jane asked kissing him on the forehead.
“Maura is making me pancakes really good pancakes better than daddy’s.”
Jane looked at Maura who was frowning at the mention of Vince and then back at her son. “That’s really great Jax why don’t you go get dressed and brush your teeth?”
“Okay.” grinned Jax as Maura helped him off the counter. Jane watched him until he was gone and advanced on Maura pressing her against the counter top she ran her hands down Maura’s body briefly skimming her breast earning her a moan. Jane brought her lips to Maura’s and kissed her hard, when she pulled back they stood catching their breath with their forehead’s pressed together.
“Not that I didn’t thoroughly enjoy it but what was that for?” asked Maura.
“For being so amazing he loves you ya’ know?”
Maura shook her head and pulled out of Jane’s embrace. “I- I hoped he would but I’m usually very bad with children. Your son however is… very sweet and very intelligent for his age Jane you‘ve done a good job raising him.”
“Really you think so? Because I mean I know he’s a brilliant kid but but I‘m a little biased.” Jane smiled brightly at Maura.
“Ma! Can we have a picnic in the park today?” Jax asked as he ran into the kitchen.
“I don’t know I think Maura wanted to spend the day with us why don’t you ask her?” Jane said looking over at Maura.
“Maura do you want to go to the park with us?” asked Jax jumping up and down. Maura couldn’t help but smile at him.
“Of course.” she said flattening out his wild hair.
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Halfway through the picnic Jane’s phone ran with frost’s ring tone. Jane sighed and answered the phone completely missing the frown that had suddenly appeared on Jaxon’s face. He knew what that ring tone meant, it meant that his mother would be dropping him off at one of his grandparents house and going off to work. It was very annoying especially since he was having to much fun with Maura.
“Rizzoli.” Jane answered her tone showing that she was clearly annoyed. “Yeah… No she’s with me I’ll tell her…” Jane scolded at whatever was being said on the other end of the phone. “What the hell is that supposed to mean… whatever Frost.” Jane snapped the phone shut with a little to much force and looked at her son with a smile.
“Hey kiddo want to spend the rest of the day with Noni Luca?”
“Not one bit.” he replied with a huff Maura though she knew she shouldn’t couldn’t help but laugh, the kid was kind of a smart ass just like his mother. Jane glared at her.
“Well that’s to bad because she misses you and Maura and I have to go into work.”
Jax narrowed his eyes at his mother crossed his tiny little arms across his chest and stomped his foot. “No.”
Jane got down on one knee so that she could look him in the eye and grabbed his forearms gently Maura pretended to be interested in something off in the distance while Jane scolded her son. “Don’t tell me no Jaxon and you will be on you best behavior or you’ll spend this Saturday in your room.”
Jaxon shook his head eyes wide. “Okay fine fine!” He said quickly, Saturday night was the Red Sox/ Yankees game even at four years old he was completely in love with baseball.
Jane smiled and looked up at Maura who looked as if she was trying to not laugh. “Alright kiddo lets go.”
A/N: Ah so this is mostly a filler chapter for the good stuff that will be happening either in the next one chapter or the one after that still though I hope you like it and leave me some love porfavor?
She loves how he listens, and he sure loves to see her smile.
The memory of their first time together was as fresh in Jane’s mind as what she had for lunch today, as she contemplated whether or not she should get Jax and leave like she had every other night she and Maura had sex but she could make herself look away from the beautiful woman beside her much less get dressed and leave.
“Don’t even think about it Jane.” Maura mumbled into the pillow
Jane laughed moving closer to Maura. “Think about what?”
Maura opened one eye and raised and eyebrow at her lover. “Leaving, your mine for the night.” She flipped over onto her back and looked over at Jane.
“That’s not what I was thinking about.” Jane said quietly. “But I thought you were asleep.”
“I was meditating.” She answered shortly. “What were you thinking about?”
“The first time we… did this.” She grinned as she pressed a kiss to the corner of Maura’s mouth.
“This first time we laid in bed together?” Questioned Maura
Jane laughed brushing a hair out of Maura’s eyes. “No, love about the first time we were together… together.”
“Oh,” Maura smiled “That was a very… surprising night.”
“Surprising?” Jane growled as she flipped Maura over and straddled her waist, their lips were almost touching.
“Is that all you’ve got for me?” She asked as she bit down on Maura’s neck earning a moan from the other woman. “Because as I recall I rocked your world that night.” She smirked.
Maura smiled sweetly up at her and with one swift movement she had Jane on her back with her hands over her head.
“How do you do that?” Gasped Jane Maura however ignored her.
“It was amazing…” Maura whispered and she kissed Jane chastely on the lips. “Spectacular…” she kissed the tip of Jane’s nose. “Extraordinary.” she said as she kissed Jane’s jaw line.
“Ya’ know a girl could get a big head with all these compliments.” Jane joked.
“Yeah well you deserve it because you’re a remarkable specimen.”
Jane’s mood fell at Maura’s words with a sigh she looked away from Maura and out the window. Maura was wrong, Jane wasn’t remarkable or any other synonyms she could come up with. Truth be told she was the opposite. Maura noticing the sudden change in Jane fell to her side.
“What’s wrong?” Maura asked gently smoothing out the lines that appeared on Jane’s eyebrow with the pad of the thumb.
“Do you ever…” Jane sighed and looked at Maura. “Do you ever feel like I’m using you? I mean are you unhappy Maura?”
“Honestly?” Maura asked.
Jane smiled at her. “Like you could lie to me.”
Maura shrugged. “I’m happy when I’m with you, like right now in this moment I’ve never been happier.”
“And when you’re not with me?” She asked as she brushed a piece of hair out of Maura’s eyes.
“When I’m not with you I feel so guilty and so insanely jealous, I’m not the jealous type Jane but he gets to touch you in public and he gets to wake up with you beside him every morning.” She paused and took Jane’s left hand in her own playing with the wedding band on her ring finger. She bit her lip trying to hold back tears.
“He gets to call you his wife. So I feel sad and jealous and sometimes very determined to end things with you but then you come over and you are all sexy and you say these things and I’m happy. It’s worth it to be with you.”
Jane pulled Maura closer to her hugging her tightly. “I love you.”
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When Jane woke up the next morning she stretched her arms across the bed wanting to pull Maura closer to her only to find out that the bed was empty and the sheets cold. She opened her eyes with a groan and nearly jumped out of her skin when she saw that it was eleven. Jane hadn’t slept that late since she had been a teenager. She got up pulled on a t-shirt she found on the floor and stumbled out of Maura’s bedroom. She heard light laughter coming from the kitchen. When she walked in her heart nearly melted at the sight she was met with.
Maura stood in the kitchen her hair pulled up in a messy bun wearing a pair of Jane’s basketball shorts and a plain white tank top. Jaxon was sitting on the counter still in his pajamas with his dark hair sticking up everywhere. He was watching Maura dance around the kitchen while she cooked him breakfast with the biggest smile on his face.
Jane leaned against the wall watching the two people she loved most in the world interact. Maura was so good with her son it surprised her since Maura never felt very comfortable with people who were alive.
“Mommy!” Jax shouted waving enthusiastically at her.
“Hey buddy whatcha doing?” Jane asked kissing him on the forehead.
“Maura is making me pancakes really good pancakes better than daddy’s.”
Jane looked at Maura who was frowning at the mention of Vince and then back at her son. “That’s really great Jax why don’t you go get dressed and brush your teeth?”
“Okay.” grinned Jax as Maura helped him off the counter. Jane watched him until he was gone and advanced on Maura pressing her against the counter top she ran her hands down Maura’s body briefly skimming her breast earning her a moan. Jane brought her lips to Maura’s and kissed her hard, when she pulled back they stood catching their breath with their forehead’s pressed together.
“Not that I didn’t thoroughly enjoy it but what was that for?” asked Maura.
“For being so amazing he loves you ya’ know?”
Maura shook her head and pulled out of Jane’s embrace. “I- I hoped he would but I’m usually very bad with children. Your son however is… very sweet and very intelligent for his age Jane you‘ve done a good job raising him.”
“Really you think so? Because I mean I know he’s a brilliant kid but but I‘m a little biased.” Jane smiled brightly at Maura.
“Ma! Can we have a picnic in the park today?” Jax asked as he ran into the kitchen.
“I don’t know I think Maura wanted to spend the day with us why don’t you ask her?” Jane said looking over at Maura.
“Maura do you want to go to the park with us?” asked Jax jumping up and down. Maura couldn’t help but smile at him.
“Of course.” she said flattening out his wild hair.
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Halfway through the picnic Jane’s phone ran with frost’s ring tone. Jane sighed and answered the phone completely missing the frown that had suddenly appeared on Jaxon’s face. He knew what that ring tone meant, it meant that his mother would be dropping him off at one of his grandparents house and going off to work. It was very annoying especially since he was having to much fun with Maura.
“Rizzoli.” Jane answered her tone showing that she was clearly annoyed. “Yeah… No she’s with me I’ll tell her…” Jane scolded at whatever was being said on the other end of the phone. “What the hell is that supposed to mean… whatever Frost.” Jane snapped the phone shut with a little to much force and looked at her son with a smile.
“Hey kiddo want to spend the rest of the day with Noni Luca?”
“Not one bit.” he replied with a huff Maura though she knew she shouldn’t couldn’t help but laugh, the kid was kind of a smart ass just like his mother. Jane glared at her.
“Well that’s to bad because she misses you and Maura and I have to go into work.”
Jax narrowed his eyes at his mother crossed his tiny little arms across his chest and stomped his foot. “No.”
Jane got down on one knee so that she could look him in the eye and grabbed his forearms gently Maura pretended to be interested in something off in the distance while Jane scolded her son. “Don’t tell me no Jaxon and you will be on you best behavior or you’ll spend this Saturday in your room.”
Jaxon shook his head eyes wide. “Okay fine fine!” He said quickly, Saturday night was the Red Sox/ Yankees game even at four years old he was completely in love with baseball.
Jane smiled and looked up at Maura who looked as if she was trying to not laugh. “Alright kiddo lets go.”
A/N: Ah so this is mostly a filler chapter for the good stuff that will be happening either in the next one chapter or the one after that still though I hope you like it and leave me some love porfavor?