Just a few more breaths...
Well, kids, I'll be in Tulsa on Tuesday with all of my crap...I'm perfectly terrified. It's terrible...some days I realize that I've forgotten my motives for my actions. For example...Is "running away" a simple or complex confession? I feel that it's both. There is nothing here for me anymore; nothing except the ghost of something that I'm afraid to hope to feel again.
So I run to different "strongholds." When will I realize that God is strong enough for me? When will I let him take care of me?
So many times I find myself expressing in conversation that I want to be a better person, a better Christian, but I let too many distractions course my path instead of what I know is the truth. And I'm afraid that my vision will become more muddled than it is now in a place which displays the guise of my paradise...
Latest Spins Rooney, TRB--Where Are You Tonite? EP, Waterdeep--Everyone's Beautiful, Radiohead--Hail To The Thief, Tracy Chapman--tracy chapman
So I run to different "strongholds." When will I realize that God is strong enough for me? When will I let him take care of me?
So many times I find myself expressing in conversation that I want to be a better person, a better Christian, but I let too many distractions course my path instead of what I know is the truth. And I'm afraid that my vision will become more muddled than it is now in a place which displays the guise of my paradise...
Latest Spins Rooney, TRB--Where Are You Tonite? EP, Waterdeep--Everyone's Beautiful, Radiohead--Hail To The Thief, Tracy Chapman--tracy chapman