st. anger around my neck he never gets respect

[xxxaimzxxx]

lately i have found myself entering into the Romeo a la opening scene act I mode. My ros. is my first, whom of which i so stupidly decided to believe was legit in his talk of comming back for me.
alas i find myself ill and bound to a memory i wish i could forget. trying to fill the void or embrace it fully, i am not quite sure yet. thus leading to my delusion.
i hope that everyone is doing well, and healthy. -love-