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I got everything plus more done that I needed to.
Met some great new people after the Nimbus 9 show.
Spent way to much money.
Hung out with many old friends.
Got to play roll-a-bingo finally.
Ect.
I miss Garrett like fucking crazy. He’ll be back Wednesday though.
Text still isn't installed on my phone and I am ready to kill the company.
This makes me feel less crazy, and I'm glad that I found a guy that can understand it, and stick by me no matter what, realizing I can't control it:
"The hormone cortisol is produced by your body as a response to stressful events. The occasional release of this "fight-or-flight" hormone is essential to your ability to respond to emergency situations. Too-frequent a release of cortisol however, can have extremely negative health consequences. These include chronic fatigue, poor immune function, poor cardiovascular health, memory problems and weight gain, anxiety, among others."
There is more, but it helps to learn even just a little bit about cortisol, and what it does to me, considering they have never seen my levels this high before.
I love getting Myspace messages. Especially when they say the stuff that his does. I have just never been told the things he tells me…and have it not be a big old line of bullshit.
I wish I could copy and paste what he wrote, but it’s private and doesn’t need to be shared word by word with the world.
I’m dreading him going back to college in New York.
Granted I will see him on weekends, and can even stay a whole week to a month, it’s still going to suck.
4th of July is going to be lame.
No one is doing anything, and it’s just, blah.
Plus I start work in the morning…for the first time in what…two months?
So I want to be nice and awake and ready to go.
Which means I am going to be a lazy bitch, and in bed by like 10 p.m.
So, goodnight bitches.
Met some great new people after the Nimbus 9 show.
Spent way to much money.
Hung out with many old friends.
Got to play roll-a-bingo finally.
Ect.
I miss Garrett like fucking crazy. He’ll be back Wednesday though.
Text still isn't installed on my phone and I am ready to kill the company.
This makes me feel less crazy, and I'm glad that I found a guy that can understand it, and stick by me no matter what, realizing I can't control it:
"The hormone cortisol is produced by your body as a response to stressful events. The occasional release of this "fight-or-flight" hormone is essential to your ability to respond to emergency situations. Too-frequent a release of cortisol however, can have extremely negative health consequences. These include chronic fatigue, poor immune function, poor cardiovascular health, memory problems and weight gain, anxiety, among others."
There is more, but it helps to learn even just a little bit about cortisol, and what it does to me, considering they have never seen my levels this high before.
I love getting Myspace messages. Especially when they say the stuff that his does. I have just never been told the things he tells me…and have it not be a big old line of bullshit.
I wish I could copy and paste what he wrote, but it’s private and doesn’t need to be shared word by word with the world.
I’m dreading him going back to college in New York.
Granted I will see him on weekends, and can even stay a whole week to a month, it’s still going to suck.
4th of July is going to be lame.
No one is doing anything, and it’s just, blah.
Plus I start work in the morning…for the first time in what…two months?
So I want to be nice and awake and ready to go.
Which means I am going to be a lazy bitch, and in bed by like 10 p.m.
So, goodnight bitches.