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I love this song it makes me cry tho. shine down- second chance.
"i just saw haliees comet she waved" shooting star/comet idk the song is crazy. its kind of hard to explain but several would know what im talking about.
so in other news i started dating andy. hes a good guy. =) a normal guy. that is focused on the same goals that i am. that can play around but be responsible at the same time. he adores my son. hes deffinitly fallen for him. =) he had blue hair for like 2 weeks bc of me but its back to brown for now. hes going to work on getting his licens around dec. so 2009 i can start schooling for pharm tech.
theres a big obstacle in my way right now. something i know i should do bc it could make for a better life. but i dont think im ready to throw away everything. i know i would but idk i just cant.
i love chillen with everyone its so nice now that mellos back in jail. the bastard will hopefully get everything he deserves. i should of never put his name on the birth cert.
i love my son hes the greatest. even tho he has a new hoby. and thats playing in the toliet and seeing what all he can flush down the toilet. lmao. i cant believe it hes gonna be 3 in like 2 months if that. dec 29th. my babys growing up. makes me wanna cry.
im pretty happy at the moment. and also stressed. idk what to do. =P
we went to the fall fest. last night it was a great night it was for krissys lil sister kimmys bday. =)
i could have the life i want. its infront of me. but i have a feeling im going to be dumb and throw it away like i like to do.
i miss jason tho. i love him. =)
sometimes goodbye is a second chance.
"i just saw haliees comet she waved" shooting star/comet idk the song is crazy. its kind of hard to explain but several would know what im talking about.
so in other news i started dating andy. hes a good guy. =) a normal guy. that is focused on the same goals that i am. that can play around but be responsible at the same time. he adores my son. hes deffinitly fallen for him. =) he had blue hair for like 2 weeks bc of me but its back to brown for now. hes going to work on getting his licens around dec. so 2009 i can start schooling for pharm tech.
theres a big obstacle in my way right now. something i know i should do bc it could make for a better life. but i dont think im ready to throw away everything. i know i would but idk i just cant.
i love chillen with everyone its so nice now that mellos back in jail. the bastard will hopefully get everything he deserves. i should of never put his name on the birth cert.
i love my son hes the greatest. even tho he has a new hoby. and thats playing in the toliet and seeing what all he can flush down the toilet. lmao. i cant believe it hes gonna be 3 in like 2 months if that. dec 29th. my babys growing up. makes me wanna cry.
im pretty happy at the moment. and also stressed. idk what to do. =P
we went to the fall fest. last night it was a great night it was for krissys lil sister kimmys bday. =)
i could have the life i want. its infront of me. but i have a feeling im going to be dumb and throw it away like i like to do.
i miss jason tho. i love him. =)
sometimes goodbye is a second chance.