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i woke up this morning so tired that i couldnt walk or see straight... n i went to sleep at 11:30 which is really early for me.
lately ive been feeling depressed still. i cry a lot (i cried 4 times yesterday), feel down, cant look forward to anything... i dunno whats wrong with me. i think most of the problem is the pill bc it said it can cause depression.. so maybe thats it. i hope thats just it, but either way i hate feeling this way. i cant smile a lot, im not laughing.. unless im with Harry and we're goofing around or something.. other then that i cant really enjoy a lot of stuff. and ive been fatigued lately too, which i hate not to mention my allergies make my head n eyes feel heavy n my ears clogges which makes me dizzy sometimes.. i cant getta break >=\ im annoyed.
Harry stood home too. he couldnt even get up this morning lol. i didnt fall back to sleep wit him tho. i didnt feel like moving off the couch again hah. he got up at 9:30 n blasted his tv in his room watching "Lord of the Rings 3" n woke me up a couple of times lol. i woke up at 12 n made coffee n some toast cuz i was really hungry. i still am.. lol. Harry got ready for his Community College classes then left. later we're goin to his dads house. i hope i have fun.. i dunt like feeling sad n not happy.
last night Harry, my dad n I watched "Stuck on You" it was ok. wasnt as funny as we thought itd be but i still liked it. it was a dumb funny lol.
well, i guess thats it for now. *sigh* Ciao
-Stevie
lately ive been feeling depressed still. i cry a lot (i cried 4 times yesterday), feel down, cant look forward to anything... i dunno whats wrong with me. i think most of the problem is the pill bc it said it can cause depression.. so maybe thats it. i hope thats just it, but either way i hate feeling this way. i cant smile a lot, im not laughing.. unless im with Harry and we're goofing around or something.. other then that i cant really enjoy a lot of stuff. and ive been fatigued lately too, which i hate not to mention my allergies make my head n eyes feel heavy n my ears clogges which makes me dizzy sometimes.. i cant getta break >=\ im annoyed.
Harry stood home too. he couldnt even get up this morning lol. i didnt fall back to sleep wit him tho. i didnt feel like moving off the couch again hah. he got up at 9:30 n blasted his tv in his room watching "Lord of the Rings 3" n woke me up a couple of times lol. i woke up at 12 n made coffee n some toast cuz i was really hungry. i still am.. lol. Harry got ready for his Community College classes then left. later we're goin to his dads house. i hope i have fun.. i dunt like feeling sad n not happy.
last night Harry, my dad n I watched "Stuck on You" it was ok. wasnt as funny as we thought itd be but i still liked it. it was a dumb funny lol.
well, i guess thats it for now. *sigh* Ciao
-Stevie