better...
im feeling a lot better, but im still pissed "its" still here. im praying to God its the end of it cuz i cant take it anymore ! all i do is lounge around the house watchin tv, go on the computer n wear my pajamas cuz i feel not so attractive. i feel even worse if i wear tight pants or something even shirts cuz im bloated. it sux.
im not goin out AGAIN cuz i gotta finish my chores (i doin it so i get more money n have that saved for Harry for V-Day) n i wanna watch my show "What Not to Wear" at 9. im like, addicted to it now n i wanna watch "Spongebob" 8-9 =D wow, i have no life. well, only certain times on the month.. *aHeM* Harry is goin out wit Jimmy. another Friday wit missin him.
i really hope i feel better tomorrow cuz i wanna go bowling n stuff n i jus wanna be able to wear w/e i want n feel good about it... not crappy n frumpy n blah, u kno? im excited about tomorrow. should be fun.
after that fone call earlier wit Harry when i started crying he tried callin me back but the line was busy n then he called back n i answered. i feel bad now cuz i had him really worried. when he got home i went upstairs wit him cuz he wanted me to ask me what was wrong so i told him n everything is all better now. he says the sweetest things to me n its jus so cute. i love him so much<3 o0o now im really gonna miss him =(
im really tired. i didnt take my usual nap today so, im tired lol. well im gonna watch my Harry play guitar. Ciao
-Stevie
im not goin out AGAIN cuz i gotta finish my chores (i doin it so i get more money n have that saved for Harry for V-Day) n i wanna watch my show "What Not to Wear" at 9. im like, addicted to it now n i wanna watch "Spongebob" 8-9 =D wow, i have no life. well, only certain times on the month.. *aHeM* Harry is goin out wit Jimmy. another Friday wit missin him.
i really hope i feel better tomorrow cuz i wanna go bowling n stuff n i jus wanna be able to wear w/e i want n feel good about it... not crappy n frumpy n blah, u kno? im excited about tomorrow. should be fun.
after that fone call earlier wit Harry when i started crying he tried callin me back but the line was busy n then he called back n i answered. i feel bad now cuz i had him really worried. when he got home i went upstairs wit him cuz he wanted me to ask me what was wrong so i told him n everything is all better now. he says the sweetest things to me n its jus so cute. i love him so much<3 o0o now im really gonna miss him =(
im really tired. i didnt take my usual nap today so, im tired lol. well im gonna watch my Harry play guitar. Ciao
-Stevie