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well, my cell phone broke.
it went black.
hopefully i'm getting a new one today.
anyway....
i've been thinking a lot.
there's a lot that i've come to realize...
and i'm starting to believe that i only know a few people who aren't acting like something they're not. that scares me. is this world only full of carbon copies of others they want to be, attention whores, and fakes? i guess so, thank god i don't have to be surrounded by them as often as they're surrounded by eachother and well they feen off of it anyways. a lot of things have happened and i've come to realize that everything changes and never changes back to how it used to be, you choose who your friends are and who you like and who you know you'll never get along with the minute you meet them. it's all first impressions that stick. no matter if you hate the person then and love them later on. it all ends the way it begins. i've lost friends and realized the good qualities in them that stuck with me. it's sad how some people never change themselves for the better even when knowing what they do hurts others or causes them to lose the ones they claim they love to death, bestfriends for life -yeah right- bestfriends for the moment is more like it. i just wish i could find someone who is full of dreams and ideas and is true to themself and others, someone i can trust and love so whole heartedly. so i leave with this, choose wisely and you won't have to worry about who your friends really are, but watch out because hardly anyone is who them seem to be.
it went black.
hopefully i'm getting a new one today.
anyway....
i've been thinking a lot.
there's a lot that i've come to realize...
and i'm starting to believe that i only know a few people who aren't acting like something they're not. that scares me. is this world only full of carbon copies of others they want to be, attention whores, and fakes? i guess so, thank god i don't have to be surrounded by them as often as they're surrounded by eachother and well they feen off of it anyways. a lot of things have happened and i've come to realize that everything changes and never changes back to how it used to be, you choose who your friends are and who you like and who you know you'll never get along with the minute you meet them. it's all first impressions that stick. no matter if you hate the person then and love them later on. it all ends the way it begins. i've lost friends and realized the good qualities in them that stuck with me. it's sad how some people never change themselves for the better even when knowing what they do hurts others or causes them to lose the ones they claim they love to death, bestfriends for life -yeah right- bestfriends for the moment is more like it. i just wish i could find someone who is full of dreams and ideas and is true to themself and others, someone i can trust and love so whole heartedly. so i leave with this, choose wisely and you won't have to worry about who your friends really are, but watch out because hardly anyone is who them seem to be.