really sick...
UUGGHHH!!!
Today i decided that i thought i should go to the doctor about my throat...
welll i had an appointment at 1:45...
so i got there and it was horrible...
my throat hurt so bad when i kept swollowing...
but i didnt wanna yell out in front of the doctor: "oowwwww" like 50 billion times so i tried keeping it in....
that didnt help much...
cuz then it made me cry...
but after he took the lil swab thing to see if i had strep i thought i would be ok cuz it was almost over....
huh, no!
he sends me to the other doctors office and has me go to the lab to make sure i didnt have mono (which i dont if u were wondering)...
but i wasnt expecting the doctor visit to be such a long and big occasion....
so when we got to the lab i was ok...
cept wen they called me in...
i HATE needles... i am very frightened of them...
so i was already moody and crying b/c of my sore throat...
and then wen i saw they had to take blood.... I bout died...
i had never had my blood taken b4... so i didnt know wut to expect....
tears were running down my eyes.... but i wasnt as scared as i looked... for some reason i kept crying today!.... it sucked....
but the nurse lady was nice and tried tellin me it wasnt gunna be that bad...
but i didnt believe her... cuz n e needle is bad to me!...
so then she tried distracting me from it and asking bout my hair and stuff...
and then she goes "ok dont look..." (so i didnt) and it didnt hurt!
i was pretty relieved... but also felt REALLY stupid... cuz i was crying over it and stuff... lol... i bet they got a kick out of me!
yeah but then i went home and tried to sleep....
they called my dad and told him that it was only strep!....
so thats good that i dont have mono....
but it still really sux that i have strep...
i cant go to school till mon now...
which means that i wont be able to dance at the pep rally tomarrow...
o well... i dont think any one watches me n e ways...
but i am still kinda pissed at it...
cuz ive worked really hard on this dance to make it look as good as i can do it... (lol.... which im sure is still not all that great).. but yeah... i just hope we use it again... so my hard work pays off....
ohhhmmm....
then on top of all of that...
my mom went and got my medicine hoping it would work right away...
well it didnt !! my throat is still throbbing!
it really sux...
i havent eating hardly anything these past two days!
yesterday the only thing i ate was 1/2 a piece of bread!
and then this morning all i could eat was 1 bowl of cookie crisp cereal!
i tried eating ice cream tonight.... after i took the meds...
but wen i went to eat it ... it burned my throat!
it was horrible....
so yeah... i cant hardly drink n e thing cuz its soo hard to swollow...
and obviously cant eat anything either for that samereason!!
it sux....
i just want to be well again!
ahhhhhh....
i cant even sleep cuz i keep waking up to the stinging of my throat...
and the pain killers stopped working!!!!
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Today i decided that i thought i should go to the doctor about my throat...
welll i had an appointment at 1:45...
so i got there and it was horrible...
my throat hurt so bad when i kept swollowing...
but i didnt wanna yell out in front of the doctor: "oowwwww" like 50 billion times so i tried keeping it in....
that didnt help much...
cuz then it made me cry...
but after he took the lil swab thing to see if i had strep i thought i would be ok cuz it was almost over....
huh, no!
he sends me to the other doctors office and has me go to the lab to make sure i didnt have mono (which i dont if u were wondering)...
but i wasnt expecting the doctor visit to be such a long and big occasion....
so when we got to the lab i was ok...
cept wen they called me in...
i HATE needles... i am very frightened of them...
so i was already moody and crying b/c of my sore throat...
and then wen i saw they had to take blood.... I bout died...
i had never had my blood taken b4... so i didnt know wut to expect....
tears were running down my eyes.... but i wasnt as scared as i looked... for some reason i kept crying today!.... it sucked....
but the nurse lady was nice and tried tellin me it wasnt gunna be that bad...
but i didnt believe her... cuz n e needle is bad to me!...
so then she tried distracting me from it and asking bout my hair and stuff...
and then she goes "ok dont look..." (so i didnt) and it didnt hurt!
i was pretty relieved... but also felt REALLY stupid... cuz i was crying over it and stuff... lol... i bet they got a kick out of me!
yeah but then i went home and tried to sleep....
they called my dad and told him that it was only strep!....
so thats good that i dont have mono....
but it still really sux that i have strep...
i cant go to school till mon now...
which means that i wont be able to dance at the pep rally tomarrow...
o well... i dont think any one watches me n e ways...
but i am still kinda pissed at it...
cuz ive worked really hard on this dance to make it look as good as i can do it... (lol.... which im sure is still not all that great).. but yeah... i just hope we use it again... so my hard work pays off....
ohhhmmm....
then on top of all of that...
my mom went and got my medicine hoping it would work right away...
well it didnt !! my throat is still throbbing!
it really sux...
i havent eating hardly anything these past two days!
yesterday the only thing i ate was 1/2 a piece of bread!
and then this morning all i could eat was 1 bowl of cookie crisp cereal!
i tried eating ice cream tonight.... after i took the meds...
but wen i went to eat it ... it burned my throat!
it was horrible....
so yeah... i cant hardly drink n e thing cuz its soo hard to swollow...
and obviously cant eat anything either for that samereason!!
it sux....
i just want to be well again!
ahhhhhh....
i cant even sleep cuz i keep waking up to the stinging of my throat...
and the pain killers stopped working!!!!
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(