laguna beach & more...
so I haven’t really updated in a while, so my birthday was November12, I turned 19 wow I feel so old, I was in florida, while I was away I learned that im 19 years old & I don’t need to deal with any stupid little kids drama u know??? so I have stopped with it all. & I have learned to stop always being in a bad mood even if some1 pisses me off, its been pretty hard but I don’t want to be a bitch the rest of my life. so I got an ipod 4 my birthday, a few movies Taxi & a movie about a girl who has her baby in walmart, clothes & a straightening im pretty sure thats it. I had fun, thanks 2 my parents, & to my friends that called me on my birthday thank u & I love u guys. so anyways... laguna beach is all over until season 3 comes next year, idk what im going to do that & real world is like my life that’s both shows I sweat & watch, but talking about laguna beach so tonight Johna, Whit, Andrew, Robbie & I drove up to the warwick mall & Andrew & Robbie stayed in the car, Whit went shopping, o ya we met Amanda up there, then Amanda Johna & I saw laguna people that’s y we went there, Tray, Dieter, Jessica, Alex H, & Taylor, so Johna & I decided to wait in line to go & talk to them & get them to sign shit, but of course there wasn’t that many people left but the police officer that was watching the lines & shit was like keep walking were finished I was so madd I was like r u serious??? well we didn’t get to see them close up & shit but we still saw them even though it was far away from them, better then nothing. Dieter is ten times hotter in person, Jessica is 1 of my favorites on the show bc she reminds me of me, she has or had a lot of drama going out, she had guy problems & I would do the same stuff she does, like with the boy stuff, like here & Jason that’s so me, & the show she said she wants to own a daycare or something & that’s 1 of the things I would do if hair dressing doesn’t work out, Trays ugly lol, Alex H, she’s pretty but her hair drives me crazy, its like she doesn’t brush it or something lol, then Taylor’s pretty but I wish Jason, Stephen & Talan were there bc there all fucken hott, omg lol, I also wish Kristen, Lc(Lauren), & Alex M were there. there all the good people & my favorite people on the show. can u tell I sweat laguna beach??? y cant the guys on laguna be 2 rogers, there all hott & all rogers boys r ugly no offence. the last real world is Tuesday night :'( im going 2 watch it with Jenn :-) omg Danny on the show is so fucken hott, he’s my icon on aim hehe. I swear im going to be on that show watch its going to happen, when I turn 21 im sending a video to them, that’s if im single, bc I hate when people go on the shows & they have bfs bc then they cant see them 4 like 6 months. so today was a pretty good day I guess. no drama happened :-) so last period was kind of funny, Bc this ghetto kid named Kaseem gave me his # randomly I didn’t even ask him 4 it but w.e, he’s nice i guess. Kat knows him so @ first I wasn’t going to call him Bc I would of felt stupid & I had no reason to call him, so I was talking to Kat later tonight & she said that she hung out with him earlier so I told her how he gave me his # & I thought it was funny, so then I called him. he sounds nice on the phone, he was surprised I called, e was like u called madd late, I called him @ like 11 lol, he worked then hung out with his brother tonight, & guess who is brother is... Walter hahaha that’s funny Bc I use to think Walter was hott lol. he wants me to call him tomorrow should i??? so i need a new job, my dad was like work @ walmart, no thanks im straight with working @ walmart. I have a cold I think im getting sick, if my mom gets me sick ill be pissed Bc I cant miss any more days of skewl. its bad enough im getting all D's besides a C in gym. well im gtg....
I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all....