Just my day.
You all treat me like shit, I don't deserve this. It's not fair!
FUCK YOU ALL! treat me like shit, waste my time, I dont deserve this. SCREW FRIENDSHIP; ALL OF YOU BITCHES & BASTARDS! I fucking cried my eyes out like crazy today. ALL day long! NEVER EVER, will I trust anyone anymore. You're all LIARS.
To make things worse I go to YD and all I see are my enemies, and people I don't want to see. Then I have friends acting like fags. Plus I busted my ass these last 2 weeks to get people presents. Blowing at least 300$ if not more (and I don't really mind, but I had to actually save & starve for it). And what do I get in return? 5 STINKIN XMAS CARDS & CANDY CANES. And YOU* that person I got a present for who knew I got it for them; said to me straight up... "I got your present, it's at home I'll give it to you tmr". Today that FAG comes up to me and gives me a fcukin card. "Merry Christmas!"
That's whats pissing me off most, because that person is close to me, and this is what happens? Where's the trust? it's not about me receiving a present, but being lied to? WTF?
Another case, fuckin Zubins a faggot. Why did I even help him out when he called me @ 12 am begging for Jennys # and I actually called Christa to ask for it? Now he tells me I'm CHILDISH & HE HAS NO PATIENCEFOR ME AND IM WASTING HIS TIME? TELLING ME TO PISS OFF? HUH? I swear to god. Im a caring & helpful friend, but do I get any respect or appreciation at all? HUH? 4 times. FOUR FUCKIN TIMES I do you favours, each and every time you bitch at me saying you cant "trust me" but who do you always come crawling back to, to do you favours? REALITY CHECK. Im not a fuckin object for you to use, Thank you very much. DEAL WITH YOUR OWN PROBLEMS NOW WILL YOU? AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE...
Today was just a fucking disaster. It just was. Never again am I gonna be so generous to anyone, I wont even care next year if people will get shit or not.
Also thank you Jason for putting up with my rants, seeing that Im not that close to you. But thanks for being there.
And as for Dien, I can't thank you enough for that present. It means so much.
To JenJen my oh so sweet dear kiddo. Even though you're not good at advice, i feel I can tell you anything, thank you. And you understand me.
I will get back with more later. for now all those liars and no good people. fuck off. ty. Excuse me for my language + lack of grammar.
FUCK YOU ALL! treat me like shit, waste my time, I dont deserve this. SCREW FRIENDSHIP; ALL OF YOU BITCHES & BASTARDS! I fucking cried my eyes out like crazy today. ALL day long! NEVER EVER, will I trust anyone anymore. You're all LIARS.
To make things worse I go to YD and all I see are my enemies, and people I don't want to see. Then I have friends acting like fags. Plus I busted my ass these last 2 weeks to get people presents. Blowing at least 300$ if not more (and I don't really mind, but I had to actually save & starve for it). And what do I get in return? 5 STINKIN XMAS CARDS & CANDY CANES. And YOU* that person I got a present for who knew I got it for them; said to me straight up... "I got your present, it's at home I'll give it to you tmr". Today that FAG comes up to me and gives me a fcukin card. "Merry Christmas!"
That's whats pissing me off most, because that person is close to me, and this is what happens? Where's the trust? it's not about me receiving a present, but being lied to? WTF?
Another case, fuckin Zubins a faggot. Why did I even help him out when he called me @ 12 am begging for Jennys # and I actually called Christa to ask for it? Now he tells me I'm CHILDISH & HE HAS NO PATIENCEFOR ME AND IM WASTING HIS TIME? TELLING ME TO PISS OFF? HUH? I swear to god. Im a caring & helpful friend, but do I get any respect or appreciation at all? HUH? 4 times. FOUR FUCKIN TIMES I do you favours, each and every time you bitch at me saying you cant "trust me" but who do you always come crawling back to, to do you favours? REALITY CHECK. Im not a fuckin object for you to use, Thank you very much. DEAL WITH YOUR OWN PROBLEMS NOW WILL YOU? AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE...
Today was just a fucking disaster. It just was. Never again am I gonna be so generous to anyone, I wont even care next year if people will get shit or not.
Also thank you Jason for putting up with my rants, seeing that Im not that close to you. But thanks for being there.
And as for Dien, I can't thank you enough for that present. It means so much.
To JenJen my oh so sweet dear kiddo. Even though you're not good at advice, i feel I can tell you anything, thank you. And you understand me.
I will get back with more later. for now all those liars and no good people. fuck off. ty. Excuse me for my language + lack of grammar.