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So yeah today was... stressful.
At school I was all happy and hyper which I love because it's all Life is good, so stfu. = )
But that was at school.
Them my mom picked me up and took me to our old house to get the picnic table & shit. Which put me in a bad mood already. But then, because I didn't have the happy feeling anymore, I didn't have those...endorphin things or whatever the fuck they're called? So my cramps were like BAM. SO by the time we finally got home I'm like, yeah I'm definetly not trick-or-treating. So I rented some horror movies & got candy, preparing for "the ultimate Halloween movie night."
Well, I bailed on the movies five minutes into The Amityville Horror. And three minutes into The Ring Two. ANd cramps + candy... was just...gr.
So let's re-cap.
1. I'm supposed to go to Josh's but can't for the main reason that his dad dislikes me.
2. I don't feel good.
3. It's Halloween and I'm sitting at home alone.
4. I can't even go out and trick-or-treat because I'm four miles from where all of my friends are.
Obviously, by this point, I'm pretty upset.
Then Josh calls me.
And he's walking around with some people, which made me really upset.
Not because he's out having fun or anything, cuz that made me happy. But because I couldn't go to his aunt's because I'd distratc his from spending time with his family (which is why his dad said I couldn't go) BUT he can leave the party for like an hour with other people......but he can't spend a few minutes with me?
Perhaps I'm stupid but that doesn't seem to make much sense.
So I was just all upset & stressed & emotional. (Monthly problems didn't help any of this, I should note.) So I started crying on the phone with Josh & I felt really bad.
And on top of all of this I have my journalism paper due tomorrow and I need 300 more words.
Sorry about all of this. I know I bitch lots & am quite overly-dramatic but I had to get that off my chest. Thank you.
So NOW.
I'm working on my paper, talking ot Michelle & Roy online, and am tired.
Night. <3
At school I was all happy and hyper which I love because it's all Life is good, so stfu. = )
But that was at school.
Them my mom picked me up and took me to our old house to get the picnic table & shit. Which put me in a bad mood already. But then, because I didn't have the happy feeling anymore, I didn't have those...endorphin things or whatever the fuck they're called? So my cramps were like BAM. SO by the time we finally got home I'm like, yeah I'm definetly not trick-or-treating. So I rented some horror movies & got candy, preparing for "the ultimate Halloween movie night."
Well, I bailed on the movies five minutes into The Amityville Horror. And three minutes into The Ring Two. ANd cramps + candy... was just...gr.
So let's re-cap.
1. I'm supposed to go to Josh's but can't for the main reason that his dad dislikes me.
2. I don't feel good.
3. It's Halloween and I'm sitting at home alone.
4. I can't even go out and trick-or-treat because I'm four miles from where all of my friends are.
Obviously, by this point, I'm pretty upset.
Then Josh calls me.
And he's walking around with some people, which made me really upset.
Not because he's out having fun or anything, cuz that made me happy. But because I couldn't go to his aunt's because I'd distratc his from spending time with his family (which is why his dad said I couldn't go) BUT he can leave the party for like an hour with other people......but he can't spend a few minutes with me?
Perhaps I'm stupid but that doesn't seem to make much sense.
So I was just all upset & stressed & emotional. (Monthly problems didn't help any of this, I should note.) So I started crying on the phone with Josh & I felt really bad.
And on top of all of this I have my journalism paper due tomorrow and I need 300 more words.
Sorry about all of this. I know I bitch lots & am quite overly-dramatic but I had to get that off my chest. Thank you.
So NOW.
I'm working on my paper, talking ot Michelle & Roy online, and am tired.
Night. <3