What the lame is going on?!?
So Liz and Nicole are sitting on my floor talking about hibitual liars and boy issues. I cant really join in on that. Well let me not lie. I really could cause I have this continuous thing going on with someone that could let me in on that entire conversation. But I dont care to talk about it anymore. I saw something last night that changed my whole perspective on the entire thing and made it quite easy to not want to care anymore.
Nicole keeps joking on me callin me a player. IM NOT AT ALL. I cant help that (for whatever reason) guys are tending to find me attractive at this point in time. And Im only interested in one of them. The other like six dont stand a chance. Im sorry if that makes me sound conceited or something, but I'm setting my standards higher than I ever would have before because of the situation at hand. Im dealing with it. Im learning to be happy with what I've got and whats being given to me. A conversation I had last night gave me hope. Made me believe in things that I didnt think could come my way ever again. Something I thought had gone out the window the same time my chances did. Prayer works my lovelies. I prayed for so long about this. I prayed for my situation with Randy to either improve or to go away. It kinda hasnt done much of either yet. But I know what Im supposed to do. And I know who Im thinking about right now, and Im proud to say for once that it's not Randy.
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Nicole keeps joking on me callin me a player. IM NOT AT ALL. I cant help that (for whatever reason) guys are tending to find me attractive at this point in time. And Im only interested in one of them. The other like six dont stand a chance. Im sorry if that makes me sound conceited or something, but I'm setting my standards higher than I ever would have before because of the situation at hand. Im dealing with it. Im learning to be happy with what I've got and whats being given to me. A conversation I had last night gave me hope. Made me believe in things that I didnt think could come my way ever again. Something I thought had gone out the window the same time my chances did. Prayer works my lovelies. I prayed for so long about this. I prayed for my situation with Randy to either improve or to go away. It kinda hasnt done much of either yet. But I know what Im supposed to do. And I know who Im thinking about right now, and Im proud to say for once that it's not Randy.
♥