May 24, 2006 14:38
Proms tomorrow.. turns out I am going with Shadi. My girl Senann, who I was gonna go with. Told me she really thought Shadi might want to go, so I called him and he said yeah. I didn't want him to go because I felt it would be out of spit. And because of course, he would turn this into - me wanting to get back with him, somehow... anyway... he doesn't know how to dance... i do... I don't really know anyone that will be there... so.............
I don't think I'm gonna have a good one : ( It'll just be an excuse to dress up all expensive and look nice. I'm going to the doctor today too to check out my stupid feet.. I caught something from playing DDR barefoot. So.. Jenny, as a warning, don't play barefoot anymore girl. I'll tell you guys what I got if you really want to know.
I feel so empty right now.. and a bit sad. I guess it's normal to feel like that when your alone. It's just been forever since I've been alone. It's like I don't even recognize it.
Bahh... talking crazy >.< I'll update about prom later. Hopefully will have pics to show too.