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The dream of having our own place and being together just like the time we were house sitting.
Throw it away.
The times you said you loved me. Think of all you took from me.
Resent those thoughts. I know you will. But they exist and they won't go away.
For you know the truth, and even if it hurts, you knew it could of been prevented.
Let me be the bitch, let me be the abuser, the person that did all the wrong in the relationship.
You know your part and I know my true status. You can't take that away.
Manipulate others, but try to believe yourself.
I'll be the stronger person to take the blame, to take the fall, and raise again.
No one here knows me well. Maybe I liked l2 so much because the people on there actually have a clue of who I really am.
Breathe I will again, free, and with shattered tainted wings, I will fly and soar through the sky.
Lonely I am. Lonely I belong. And lonesomeness I cherish.
People will never understand that. Only those who want to understand.
Even with all the rain I can feel the freedom.
No more ties. No more worries. No more taking care of you like I was your mother.
I can live, I will survive. I am not afraid. The world can hate me.
But the darkness will hold me tightly, and when I begin to shine my own light again.
I'm sure evil people like you will try to contaminate me.
A lesson I've learned though. To watch out for this.
Thank you for that. But no more. No more will I deal with it.
I'm moving past it.
I know the truth, so nothing can make me guilty.
Your jury doesn't scare me.
The truth will speak for itself. It will haunt you.
And the truth, I have standing beside me.
I've dignity, but many don't see it.
I've hope, and luck will be with me.
My karma is not bad. It is what will get me through.
As for you. You already know.
I don't need to put you out like you did me.
They can read this and they won't understand.
You know what lies between the lines and thats all I need.
I'm stronger than you. I don't have an army but I've got fate on my side.
Manipulate all you want. You're never gonna get what you truly want.
I can die from this, and you'd be no better than Macbeth.
Throw it away.
The times you said you loved me. Think of all you took from me.
Resent those thoughts. I know you will. But they exist and they won't go away.
For you know the truth, and even if it hurts, you knew it could of been prevented.
Let me be the bitch, let me be the abuser, the person that did all the wrong in the relationship.
You know your part and I know my true status. You can't take that away.
Manipulate others, but try to believe yourself.
I'll be the stronger person to take the blame, to take the fall, and raise again.
No one here knows me well. Maybe I liked l2 so much because the people on there actually have a clue of who I really am.
Breathe I will again, free, and with shattered tainted wings, I will fly and soar through the sky.
Lonely I am. Lonely I belong. And lonesomeness I cherish.
People will never understand that. Only those who want to understand.
Even with all the rain I can feel the freedom.
No more ties. No more worries. No more taking care of you like I was your mother.
I can live, I will survive. I am not afraid. The world can hate me.
But the darkness will hold me tightly, and when I begin to shine my own light again.
I'm sure evil people like you will try to contaminate me.
A lesson I've learned though. To watch out for this.
Thank you for that. But no more. No more will I deal with it.
I'm moving past it.
I know the truth, so nothing can make me guilty.
Your jury doesn't scare me.
The truth will speak for itself. It will haunt you.
And the truth, I have standing beside me.
I've dignity, but many don't see it.
I've hope, and luck will be with me.
My karma is not bad. It is what will get me through.
As for you. You already know.
I don't need to put you out like you did me.
They can read this and they won't understand.
You know what lies between the lines and thats all I need.
I'm stronger than you. I don't have an army but I've got fate on my side.
Manipulate all you want. You're never gonna get what you truly want.
I can die from this, and you'd be no better than Macbeth.