Sick Of Hypocrisy
In the light of recent events, I have taken a step back to look at life for what it really is. Some of the thing I have said and done have effected certain people to the extent of which is life altering in their case….. I wish I could say I am sorry. But I can’t. I am sorry that it hurt them, but no one ever said that the truth is pretty. I look at myself now, and I think of who I used to be when I was fake around my family. It’s not like that anymore. Everything is out now, and I am glad…. They would have found out everything sooner or later… I would rather them hear it from me than anyone else.
I started my job thinking now one would find out about me being a lesbian. Well… come to find out that everyone single person I work with knew before I even started work out there. And that’s all thanks in part to a girl who took it upon herself to tell everyone my business. When I found out that she told them… the only thing that could go through me mind was…. “God… what a fucking bitch. How big of a loser can you be if you have nothing better to do than butt into other peoples business?” Kinda makes me think she doesn’t have a life if she has nothing better to do than to try and ruin mine. I really pity people like that….. They preach one thing, and then go against it. “ Oh yes, I believe in God, and I am a good girl.. I don’t drink or smoke, and listen to me mommy and daddy, and because I do all those things, I am going to go to heaven! “ Well woo hoo for you bitch. You are one of those people who come off as sweet, and nice… but you know what? That doesn’t count for shit! It’s funny how someone can be so pretty on the outside, but at the same time be the ugliest person on the inside…. That makes me so sick… that is the ultimate form of hypocrisy…..
This is to you, and you know who you are….. Get you’re shit together.
I started my job thinking now one would find out about me being a lesbian. Well… come to find out that everyone single person I work with knew before I even started work out there. And that’s all thanks in part to a girl who took it upon herself to tell everyone my business. When I found out that she told them… the only thing that could go through me mind was…. “God… what a fucking bitch. How big of a loser can you be if you have nothing better to do than butt into other peoples business?” Kinda makes me think she doesn’t have a life if she has nothing better to do than to try and ruin mine. I really pity people like that….. They preach one thing, and then go against it. “ Oh yes, I believe in God, and I am a good girl.. I don’t drink or smoke, and listen to me mommy and daddy, and because I do all those things, I am going to go to heaven! “ Well woo hoo for you bitch. You are one of those people who come off as sweet, and nice… but you know what? That doesn’t count for shit! It’s funny how someone can be so pretty on the outside, but at the same time be the ugliest person on the inside…. That makes me so sick… that is the ultimate form of hypocrisy…..
This is to you, and you know who you are….. Get you’re shit together.