Random Rants
so i have no reason to cry today im feeling a bit much better that usual
im too busy think of the sun burn i got at the beach to so it taking up time and i don't want to cry
now im just left with nothing but hate within me finding ways to get my revenge on people that have hurt me before
the are going to pay but its going to be bad
everytime i want to scream no sound comes out so i slip into a break down and get so upset that i start smashing stuff wondering if i really am insane or its just something im my head i think is right
find some cheap excuse to laugh when i think of BURNING SENSATION or BOWEL MOVEMENT and start laughing all to my self in my room
i try to cut my self but im too much of a whimp to carry on and throw the straight blade but i think its because i attempt to after all my anger has left me and i have manage to calm myself down
and im trying to become bulemic because i think im fat but really i cant because when im mad food comforts me
what the hell whats another friday night all alone again in front of this computer screen lurking around the internet when i should be out having fun at a local show so what im not the only one that i know of most of my freinds dont go out period at night theyre mostly a bunch 21 year olds and having a curfew of 10pm
my aunt bitchin that everyone is always upset when she is here what th fuck its alright for her to be mad but we cant
so i lost concentration on my random rants by my aunt and sister in the room
im too busy think of the sun burn i got at the beach to so it taking up time and i don't want to cry
now im just left with nothing but hate within me finding ways to get my revenge on people that have hurt me before
the are going to pay but its going to be bad
everytime i want to scream no sound comes out so i slip into a break down and get so upset that i start smashing stuff wondering if i really am insane or its just something im my head i think is right
find some cheap excuse to laugh when i think of BURNING SENSATION or BOWEL MOVEMENT and start laughing all to my self in my room
i try to cut my self but im too much of a whimp to carry on and throw the straight blade but i think its because i attempt to after all my anger has left me and i have manage to calm myself down
and im trying to become bulemic because i think im fat but really i cant because when im mad food comforts me
what the hell whats another friday night all alone again in front of this computer screen lurking around the internet when i should be out having fun at a local show so what im not the only one that i know of most of my freinds dont go out period at night theyre mostly a bunch 21 year olds and having a curfew of 10pm
my aunt bitchin that everyone is always upset when she is here what th fuck its alright for her to be mad but we cant
so i lost concentration on my random rants by my aunt and sister in the room