May 03, 2004 20:00
pe we won base ball again awesome blossom!!! we r undefeated i made a run yay and then i went to art it was boring i alredy finished what we wer supposed to be doing so i collored my ink stamp and wrote out lyrics that wer in my head i used cursive for the first time in like a bazillion years wow it was so pretty and then my arm cramped up and then was asl and we took a test and got our chapter nine packets and then we did minute conversations i like those things and we had lunch it was fun i was happy i talked with kim i love you kim and then haha good two faced times haha and then i went to science and we talked about great america yay friday its gonna be awesome yay and then we did worksheets which wer easy we quizzed the guy who sits next to me on bands he hasnt herd of anyone ahh loser and then school was out yay then umm i talked with my buddies and then alyssa came over for like 15 minutes and then we walked to the water park cuz she had a swim test and haha we took a "shortcut" it really was a shortcut but it was painful and then i waited for her to be done and we called kim and we walked to her house my feet hurt and i let alyssa borrow my flipflops and so i was barefoot and the ground is hot and on the way to kims house we crossed the street and i ran like a retard cuz it was hot and this guy yelled get some shoes at me ahh and then we went to the park as soon as we got ther my dad called and said i needed to be home at 630 and it was 615v so we went on the swings for a while and then went to my house and hung out and talked and looked at year books and then alyssas dad came and took them away from me and now im alone except for my family i ate salad my hole house is messed up cuz we r getting a new fridge tomorow yay love all
this soong is a song that made me cry a while ago and i think people will like it i know kim and alyssa do read it just becuz u love me
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live I breathe
I let it rain on me
I sleep I wake
I try hard not to break
I crave I love
I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh I feel
I make believe it's real
I fall I freeze
I pray down on my knees
I hope I stand
I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
Why do you see
Why do you see
Why do you see right through me