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alrite me and nikki just got into a big fight and personaly i feel like taking a gun to my head and just fucking ending all this stupid shit but i dont have a gun. so im gonna try and fix some of the stupid shit ive started.
Nikkis rite im a fucking idiot i constantly try and say shit for people to feel bad for me.
i did deserve for her to break up with me cause i treated her like shit.
her and kyle are happy together and theres nothing i can do about that.
but you know what nikki you werent rite about one thing i dont talk crap about you that entry wasnt suposed to be like that
i just wanted to say how it bothers me you guys are always together like that i mean i know i said u guys should go out but i didnt think it would affect me that much i thought if i seen you guys together i could get over you but instead it made me want you more. thats why i came out here so that i could get away from you to try and just get over you so i could still be friends with you.
but we ended up fighting and now im sure you hate me.
like you said i deserve everything i get
your rite
Nikkis rite im a fucking idiot i constantly try and say shit for people to feel bad for me.
i did deserve for her to break up with me cause i treated her like shit.
her and kyle are happy together and theres nothing i can do about that.
but you know what nikki you werent rite about one thing i dont talk crap about you that entry wasnt suposed to be like that
i just wanted to say how it bothers me you guys are always together like that i mean i know i said u guys should go out but i didnt think it would affect me that much i thought if i seen you guys together i could get over you but instead it made me want you more. thats why i came out here so that i could get away from you to try and just get over you so i could still be friends with you.
but we ended up fighting and now im sure you hate me.
like you said i deserve everything i get
your rite