a moment...
Ive done alot of thinking in the past couple of days. All the people around me are well just trying to survive as am I. Some are moving away,some are angry at the world,Some are just enjoying what thay have and appreciating life....well only one besides me haha. I was told by my mother that I only get along with weirdo's....well if that's the case then I will enjoy my life with my weirdo's. Ive always been "different" I always had different opinions then most people and dressed differently and listened to different music and never understood why i didn't have many friends growing up untill I started to meet people of similar interests.I used to think that there was something wrong with me then come to find that I should never be ashamed to stand out in a crowd...always have...whats the change?
To many people try to fit in...why? The people who truly care about me like the fact that I can always be myself in any given situation...it gives me character...everyone who has known me for 10+ years will say exactly that....I'm not gonna try to fit in Ill start my own crowd...your all welcome to come....I am me and I am proud of that....screw you all for thinking any differently....I have my flaws like everyone else....
On a different note me and mom are getting to the bottom of the barrel....its getting depressing but...the fact that I know good things will happen keeps me in high spirits...My astrology reports have been so dead on in the past couple of days :) It says im supposed to meet someone soon...I will date for normalcy and hormones....but I will not commit...I don't want to be with anyone I just want to have some hot dude with a nice ass to pounce on once in a while haha.well im in Florida...maybe a military man...hehe....when they go away I can have a side man hehe there we go that sounds like a plan haha j/k. I like this up beat attitude ive discovered hehe.
To many people try to fit in...why? The people who truly care about me like the fact that I can always be myself in any given situation...it gives me character...everyone who has known me for 10+ years will say exactly that....I'm not gonna try to fit in Ill start my own crowd...your all welcome to come....I am me and I am proud of that....screw you all for thinking any differently....I have my flaws like everyone else....
On a different note me and mom are getting to the bottom of the barrel....its getting depressing but...the fact that I know good things will happen keeps me in high spirits...My astrology reports have been so dead on in the past couple of days :) It says im supposed to meet someone soon...I will date for normalcy and hormones....but I will not commit...I don't want to be with anyone I just want to have some hot dude with a nice ass to pounce on once in a while haha.well im in Florida...maybe a military man...hehe....when they go away I can have a side man hehe there we go that sounds like a plan haha j/k. I like this up beat attitude ive discovered hehe.