The horrible day which is my Life
Today was just horrible... First of all i had to wake up at 9 o'clock to make it to the doctors at 10. I didn't get in till around 10:30 and I started to feel a little bit better actually. Then on our way home we stopped at Block Buster to drop off Take the Lead and RV. Then we rented Inside Man and The Benchwarmers. So I got home at like 11:30 and was like damn I'm tired so I went to take a little nap and got up at 1 to get ready for the rest of the day. Mind you I am still sick because I caught a virus. So I desided to take a nice shower and shave and whatnot. I desided to wear pants and a shirt and bring a skirt and boots and stuff with me and change when I got to work. I put on some make-up and fixed up my hair. You can just say I was looking gorgous like always. ^_^ I wore the outfit I was suppose to wear at his birthday but didn't get to change into. I desided to eat some mac & cheese and grab the LOTRs movies that he wanted to borrow then it was almost time to go. I got to work at 3 and was waiting for my friend Leighton to call me because I asked him to please call me to let me know what hes doing. So I waited a half hour then called him. This is were things turned bad. He tells me hes going to hang out with some other friends blah blah sorry bye. Well that was it I ran into the bathroom and was very upset. I called my Mom and she came and got me. I'm still very upset even though I did get some rest but I feel like shit. I hate when my friends do some fucked up shit like that I fuckin took off for you and went out of my way to see you and this is what you do to me?!?!?! fuck that shit never again. I'm never going out of my way for anyone ever again specially someone that did that to me. The only person I would ever go out of my way for is probably Jenn at the moment. Can you blame me though? I took off Sunday to spend time with my Mom and to see my friend Jase because it was the last day he would get a chance to come all the way over here. I took Tuesday off to hang out with my friend Jonathan because I'm the only friend he has and he always go out of his way for me. I also took off Thurday to finally get to hang out with Leighton but he blows me off. I try to be the best friend to everyone and try to do nice things and go out of my way for them and what do I get in return??? Jack shit so Whatever and then people wonder why I hate people. Well just to let everyone know I am not going out of my way for anyone if you want to see me you come see me because I do not like to be let down. This is why I stay single...