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Apr 28, 2004 19:21

well it must be true...i've got to be the most replaceable friend in the world being that everyone does it and all. this post is going to be me complaining so if you dont think you can handle reading all my whining and bitching then i suggest you stop here...for the rest your warning was stated previously.

ok first time if any of us have forgotten was lizzy. she found bobby. then is was kelsey. she found spencer. and now it's shan. she found mike. it doesnt bother me they all went out and got boyfriends in fact im happy for them but when you start picking HIM over your friends it's just ridiculous,but whenever that happens it's never anyone leaving all their friends for him it's specifically ME.therefore that means, as stated above, i've gotta be the MOST replaceable friend ever.

i hate it too because i set myself up for it. i mean i must...it's happend THREE FUCKING TIMES. the reason i hate it the most is because it makes me realize, or think whatever, that that means im not worth it. im not worth spending time with and i sure the fuck am not worth choosing over a boy you could replace. im not aware if anyone has experienced what it feels like to have your best friend decide that instead of hanging out with you they're going to hang out with their boyfriend. i HONESTLY DO NOT MIND IT'S OK TO HANG OUT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND BUT when it comes down to it and you have to make that decision wether you want to be with your best friend or you want to be with this guy and you pick the guy....that is so shady. and it hurts like all fuck.
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